Thugga Thug

.7

I was not finna go to the park so a bitch can jump me, I'm up on game. Dee got somebody to text me to come out there and he gone have them hide when I walk up and they gone pop out and whoop my ass. I rolled my ass  back over.

When I woke up it was early in the morning again and this time I stayed my ass in the bed I was not about to walk in there and my moma be in there sucking on some man shit again. I just got on my phone and scrolled through social media. I clicked on Asia's snapchat and she was at the park. She was hanging with some girls and Roger was out there looking sad.
I guess it was her that messaged me to come out there but I  wasn't going to take any chances. I eventually went back to sleep but my alarm woke me right back up. I got and got ready and I was getting ready to leave. I sat in my car just taking deep breathes. "Polly just breathe, just breathe"

I backed out and I headed towards school. My moma went up to the school and got a parking permit for me so I was able to park there this time with no problems. I got out the car and walked up to school. The announcements came on, I had only a few minutes to get to class. I was walking by the bathroom and Dee snatched my ass in there so quick. He was in there with his boys. I was scared as hell. "What man?" I had a lil bass in my voice when I said it.
His boys walked outside the bathroom door and just left me and Dee. "Handle your shit blood", one of the boys said to him. I looked at Dee and put my bookbag down, if we was gone fight I had to be ready.

Dee waited to they left and walked up to me, I hit his ass with a two piece, "Come on nigga" I was gone wear his ass out. He grabbed my arms and wrapped my shit round my neck and sat me down, this nigga was strong as hell. "calm down lil shawty, I aint gone hit you or nun, I jus wanna make it seem like it. We gotta talk."

I was trying to get him off me "Talk about what, I don't have nothing to say, I don't even know you dude."
"Shawty why you wanna do me like that, you showl wanted me yesterday in the gym"
"😒Yeah because I thought that would make you leave me alone"
He laughed a little bit "Shawty that would have made me want your ass even more...but we can't talk here meet me later tonight....imma text you"
"You don't even got my number"
"I got your snap"
"Nu-uh"
"Yes I do...iiPrezii"

I threw my arms up "Get off of me shit"
Roger had walked in "What the hell going on?"
I got up grabbed my bookbag and I walked out.
I started to turn to Dee boys and tell him "I rocked his shit again....and he gay too, y'all trippin" but I didn't say nothing.

When I got home I sat on the couch and I watched tv for a while, I got a text and it was my mom "I'm gonna be at the office late tonight so order out."
She ain't gone be at her work office she gone be working for them thugs on her knees. I threw my phone down. A few minutes later someone was knocking at the door. I got up and looked through the peep hole and it was Roger.
"What"
"Polly open the door....we need to talk"
"About what🤔?"
"Just open the door."
I opened the door and he walked in and sat on the couch and turned back and looked at me waiting for me to come over. I walked over there and I sat next to him "So wassup?"

He looked at me and tilted his head "So what happen in the bathroom?"
I propped my feet up on the couch and I grabbed a pillow and readied myself for a life lesson. "Well, When I walked in...." O stopped and thought about it, if I lie, it would keep him from getting so upset and him giving me a life lesson. "We just starting arguing about how he got me in trouble and he kept saying he was sorry and that was it, nothing major."
He squinted his eyes, "Then why was y'all on the floor😑?"
"Oh.......I fell, and he was trying to pick me up that's all."
It got silent.He turned straight forward "Polly please don't lie to me, I wanna be there for you, I just don't want you to lie to me."
I felt that in my spirit, "I'm not" He just got up and he left after that.

I took a nap and it was 10 something when I woke up, the only thing open this time is a pizza place, luckily they deliver.
I ordered the pizza and waited. a few minutes later, I got a snap, "Meet me at the park its Dee🤘🏾" I messaged back "Nah, I'm home by myself and I just ordered pizza you can come over here"

I was watching Mary Jane and it was getting good too, I went to the door to see if the pizza man was there and soon as I looked it was Dee holding the pizza. I opened the door "Damn shawty I thought you was never gone come, Ion want people to see me over here"
I asked soon as he said it "Are you downlow or what cause I don't need that?"
All he did was laugh. We came in and sat at the table and we just ate and talked about the way he feels about me. "Shawty listen, I'm not one of those girly guys, I just like to get what I can, I think you a pretty piece of something, I don't really want nothing from you like that if you don't want to but I want you to be my lil piece."
I stopped him "Dee, why you moving this so fast, lil piece, I'm not with all that, I need to be focused on school so I can get out of here and go on with my life, I don't want to be here stuck in the muck."
"If you roll with me Polly, you ain't gone need school, I got hella money and I'll make sure you taken good care of, have you seen my house? You see what we rock?"
I didn't care for all that shit "Dee I don't need your money, I want my own, I wanna go to college and do something great after that"
"If you my piece your ass ain't going no where just saying"

I shook my head, I got a text message from Roger "I'm coming back now", he only lived a few minutes away. "Aye shawty" I looked up at Dee "You still tryna do that?"
All I could say was "OH SHIT"🙃