Thugga Thug

19.

When we got home, I got in my room and I started analyzing things.

Dee, the bad boy that gives you what he thinks you need.

And Roger, the good bad boy that shows you what you need, and wants you to go get it. 

I got it right off the jump. I just need to leave all them alone and go about my business and live.

Break was coming up soon, I couldn't wait for the nice fall breeze, just to be walking down the road like I remembered. I fell on my bed thinking about what I would do. What would I do ?

I reached for my phone, no messages yet, so I was still free at this moment. I went through my contacts to see if I had anyone that I could call and eventually go and see.

My cousin Riley, the first. I called that bitch and she didn't even answer. They always say me and her are favorite cousins, but that bitch never seems to answer my phone calls. I scrolled some more and found my other cousin Wayne number, we don't really click, so I was only calling to see what he was up to. You know, the family front.

Well, I'll be damned. He ain't answer either. I just said fuck it. I starting thinking about me and my moma going somewhere but, she start to much shit with people. Then I thought about it again. 
Actually me and my moma really haven't spent no time together and I need to get to know her  a bit more since we moved over here. I need to know her secrets. 

It was late I know, but I thought she would be up. I learned my lesson last time I decided to just get up and walk in there, so I just went to sleep, deal with it in the morning.

"I need you Polly.....please, hurry up."
I'm running towards a desk and it has bandages on it, but I can't pick them up. When I reach down to get them, they feel hot. I turn back around to let the person know, but I can't see their face.
"I can't pick up the bandages, It will burn you."
In all seriousness though, they would burn me, and I didn't know him to save him.

"Please....please. Somebody help ME."

I jumped up out my sleep. I did a quick look left, and then I looked at the mirror. "Damn, I was sleeping good."

I walked into the kitchen and my moma was in the living room getting ready to walk out for work.
"Hey...I left some money under the microwave so you can get you something to eat, I working my shift and then doing some other work for the organization."

I went over to the microwave while she was talking and lifted up the microwave and took the money and laughed.
"Why didn't you just give me the money mother, slid it under my door. That was funny."

She looked at me like she played a dead serious move. I just gave it to her. I told her thank you and she went about her day.

I still wanted to go somewhere and so I started looking up different places not too far from here. 

I was watching some shows too. I was really feeling 'Pose'. 

I eventually took her nine dollars and went to go get me a Bento Box, it was the perfect thing to fill me up with nine whole dollars.

By the time I finished my food, looked at a few more places, and watching ten minutes of T.V. I took a nap.

I woke up to some shit of course. A missed call and voicemail.

"Uh Polly, I don't know what's wrong with you, I tried to call you and you didn't answer, so there must be something wrong. I will come by to check on you. I need you to do something though, I need your smooth moves to move something for me.. Tell you when I get there."

Dee left a long ass message. But it was a hour ago, usually he pop right up. 

I walked to the peep hole and looked outside, and wasn't nobody there. Maybe he'll come by later.

I went to my room to use the bathroom, I had to pee so bad.
I pushed my door back and Dee was sleeping in my bed. I used the bathroom and came back and still sleeping.
I got in the bed beside him and just looked at him. 
Why is me. Why can't I just uh.

He opened his eyes and looked right in mine. "I thought I felt you knocking at my eyes."

I laughed, it was cute.
"What you need Dee ?"

"Mmm. Right to the point I see."
"Yeah, you left a long message so it must be urgent."

He went to licking his lips, so I knew that it was it was coming.

"I need you to hold something for me"
I'm looking like what.
"It's a big order. I can't keep it at my place or any other place. Too many people gonna be watching me. I can get it, bring it to you and I need you to hold it for a few days, maybe three. I got somebody coming to get a order. I just want it to be here for sure."

I just wanted to know what it was, all that talking he was doing.

"Dee what is it ?"
He paused for a minute. I don't know why though, I held some of his stuff before and nothing else was special. Since I was going on this trip, or planned to at least I know he was gonna throw extra money my way. 

"It's a whole kilo of White Murder." 
"Oh so it's cocaine this time ?"

"Are you gonna hold it?"

I didn't care what it was, I wanted to talk pricing. "How much am I getting ?"

"Oh nah shawty, I didn't know you was on the white too."

I gave him the mug. "I'm talking about money."

"Oh damn, I gotta pay you, nevermind."
I said nothing else.
"I'm playing, I got you. But I got to go now though to get it, you was sleep all damn day. Was thinking about sliding in ya, but you ain't bout that life."

I laughed and told him you right.

He got out of bed and slid his pants on. You know what I saw, but I ain't say nothing. He looked back at me, winked and walked out.

My moma should be home soon. I guess I would show her the place and ask.

My mom pulled up quick. She walked in the house all fast and ran to the bathroom. I went over by the couch and I sat on the arm and waited.

She walked out in her pj's.

"Why you on the arm?  They got cushion right there."

I moved to the cushion just to give her satisfaction.

"Mama, the break is coming up and I think we should go somewhere."
"Where we going ? I need a trip too. Everybody from the office--
I cut her off. "We should go to the ranch about two hours from here."

She was not down for it at first,  but when I was telling her about the horseback riding and the buffet and all the activities, she went in the room to get her a bag and try to pack. I don't know what this trip was going to be like but I know it was paid for. 

She reserved our room and started gossiping all over Facebook, replying to the comments to childishly. My dad like her post and she had to talk about that.

I text Dee to see what time he was bringing the stuff, and told me that it'll be in the morning. It could go on the trip with us, I'll just keep it in the car or my bag. Easy as pie.

I lowkey packed my bad too event though we weren't leaving yet. This trip seemed like it will clear my mind. That's why I'm rooting for it.