Fixing Her ✅

12

I was awoken by my phone ringing, it was Chris and I had 3 other missed calls from him, I dropped my phone on my bed and went to the bath room to clean up, I didn't feel the need nor did I want to talk to Chris

Chris Pov

I walked the downstairs of my apartment building, to Angelo's penthouse. I knocked on his door and waited for him to answer

He opened the door not looking too good, I pushed past him and went straight to the fridge for a glass of juice

"Why don't you come Chris, oh and good morning to you too" I rolled my eyes, took a sip of apple juice and grabbed one of his croissants from the fridge

"Any word from the girls, Brie's not answering me anymore" took a bit of the croissant

"Well Brie messaged me asking what my plans were, which is weird and I think something is wrong"

"She talked to you?, ask her about me please" Angelo eyed me up but texted Brie and within a few minutes she answered

"She said she has no reason to talk to you and she will not" I sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose

"I guess you're coming with me to England then" I nodded

"But first we have a date with Kimberley and Abigail" Angelo frowned

"Who's Abigail" I smiled

"Just get dressed and also you're raising Kimberley's salary, don't worry all will be explained when we get to Kimberley's house" he went upstairs shaking his head

We got to Kimberley's house and Angelo reacted just as I did, he was expecting a little more

"I guess she doesn't like the rich people lifestyle" we both exited my car and headed to the house. Being me I opened the door and it was unlocked and Angelo gave me a disappointing look and I just shrugged

"Honey I'm home" Abigail was sitting on the floor playing with her toys, when she noticed me she got up and ran to me, I picked her up and swung her around

"Hi Chris, you came. Who's this?" Angelo looked like he had no clue what was going on

"Abby this is my cousin Angelo, Abigail, Angelo" Angelo smiled

"My mommy says you are really nice to her at work"

Kimberley came downstairs with a nervous look on her face. She took Abby out of my arms, placed down and told her to go eat her lunch. Kimberley lead us to the living room where we all sat

"I know I have some explaining to do. That little girl over their is my daughter Abigail she has leukemia and recently she has also been diagnosed with pneumonia. Her father left as soon as I mentioned the word cancer, so it's just been her and I"

"Why didn't you tell me, I would have helped you. Kim you're family, if it's money or support or anything you need once we can get it for you we will" I nodded

"I didn't want to burden you guys, you have your own problems to deal with but thank you so much" Abigail popped up from the kitchen and Angelo placed her on his lap

"Abigail, how would you like to go to Disneyland?" she threw her arms around Angelo. Abby turned to her mom and she nodded

I guess we're going to Disneyland

Brie's Pov

After Andrea left it was David, Alex and I left in the house. Lucky Alex's phone began ringing and he went upstairs to answer it

"So Brie, how would you like to go on a date with me?" I smiled brightly

"I would love to" I pulled him to the couch for us to talk

"So how did you and my brother meet?" I really wanted to know how my brother met this gorgeous man and I wanted to know if there're was more where he came from just in case

"Well we met in uni, and from there on we've been great friends" I nodded

David and I chatted for a while before his tongue ended up down my throat, he and I went up to my room for more privacy but I made sure I went inside first to make sure lights were off as I did with all my partners. His kisses were rough and lustful unlike the last time I had kisses someone, he was more gentle and passionate, it was Chris. The whole tim David and I had sex I criticized everything he did.

His size, he way he caressed my body, his touch and none of it was satisfactory. I didn't feel like I was loved, if felt like casual sex with a stranger. After he had his release I removed him from myself and turned on my side, I didn't want nor did I need him to give me an orgasm so when he asked if I got my released I just smiled and said yes. He laid behind me and put his hand around my waist, even though he was behind me I felt cold and this was a usual feeling for my relationships. I can't never get that feeling of warmth or understanding.

I closed my eyes and I couldn't help be imagine Chris and I, his soft kisses, warm embrace everything seemed so perfect but I knew it wasn't, its Chris for god's sake all he wants is a good rub and tug and he's alright and still who would want someone as broken as I am. I drifted off to sleep with a deep set self hatred in my heart. The feeling of pain jolted me awake

"The hell is wrong with you?" I slowly opened my eyes to see Andrea in front of me

"I brought cake" I got up off of the bed, not hiding my naked form. Andrea already knew what my body looked like she knew every scar but not every story

"Why didn't you just say so?" she glanced at David's body, I didn't want to say anything at least not yet

"So, how was it" I put on a fake smirk, walked over to him and pulled the sheets off of David. That should be enough for an answer

"Impressive" I slipped on a dress that was on my dressed

"Get out so I can wake him up" she walked out of my room, shutting the door behind her. I sat on the bed with a sigh, I know I need to talk to Andrea but every time I try that little voice tells me I don't, that I'll be just fine but I know I won't be, it's eating me alive again. Even though I told someone that voice is back and I can't get rid of it, a tear ran down my cheek, the I felt David's hand touch my back

"You alright" I quickly wiped my face and put back on my mask

"Yeah, Andrea brought goodies let's go downstairs" He kissed my forehead before entering the bathroom

David and I went downstairs hand in hand, Jared was seated on the couch looking at his phone. I grabbed the desserts from the counter and shared it among the three of us, we all sat on the couch stuffing our faces and waiting for Andrea and Alex to appear

"You know what I want now, frozen yogurt" I randomly said

"At 11:23" Davin shook his head

"I know a place that's open" Alex came in putting on his shirt

"Well let's go" Andrea rubbed my shoulders

"Could I put on a shirt first?" she rolled her eyes

When we got the the frozen yogurt place there was little to no people there, we all sat in the back. Andrea was texting and the guys were engrossed in a conversation about football. I peered out the window and looked out at the night sky. Andrea's hand slipped in mine, I turned towards her and she looked curious

"You alright" I nodded

"Yeah just tired" that part I wasn't lying about

"who are you texting?"

"Just Kimberley, she's always awake at weird times of the night"

The night ended nice for everyone except me, I laid in my bed and snuggled my pillow. No where is safe for me, no matter where I go that voice refuses to leave me alone.

~~~~~~~~~~

Ello beautiful readers 

Hope you enjoyed

Don't forget to comment and vote

XO

K.A