No One Takes Me Home [Student/Teacher] (Josh Franceschi)

9.That little kiss you stole, it held my heart and soul.

Josh P.O.V 

He slid down against the teachers bathroom door. He  had hurried away after the.. kiss. He was grabbing handful of his hair and biting hard against his own teeth. His eye couldn't stay in the same place for more than a second. The bathroom was small, but definantly bigger than the stalls the students had to use. 

It wasn's supoosed to happen. he thought. He was mad at himself, and a little mad at Autumn too. The innocent teasing was nothing. But she looked so kissable. And the fact that she kissed back. Oh god, she fucking kissed back. It makes everything worse- Does it really though? Wasn't this what you wanted from the begging? To feel her, somehow. Josh had often conversations with himself in his head, he thought nothing off it (A/N: hah, see what I did? Thought?? convos in his head?? I should stop...) Yeah, I know. This is what I want. But the thing is that she kissed back. And that could mean so much.. LIke, it could be because she misses her old boyfriend, that asshole. Or maybe it was because she just misses kisses someone. But no, she probably has guy on a line with a fucking number, she's so pretty and by the looks everyone gives her they think the same. The third option? There's none.. Of course it is. Maybe she kissed back, cause she wants you back. Even though that seem very unlikely. Well, I know I'm goodlooking and that there's a few students here who wouldn't mind doing much more than kissing me. But I don't want them. I want Autumn.

Josh slammed his backhead against the door. Did I really just think that? How pathetic! He took his phone out of his pocket. Had a little while left until his next lesson. He didn't really want to be surronded by lazy teenagers that would complain when he told them to either run or play football for the whole lesson. So he decided that he would tell them to do what they wanted to do. That he couldn't careless right now, and that if you participate on at least one activity later on the semester you will most likely get a C, as lowest. 

He sighed deeply and started to stand up. His thoughts was still racing around the whole thing. 

What will happen now? He looked at himself in the dirty mirror. He turned the water on, and put his hands under the running water. It was cold, just what he needed. He splashed it in his face. It didn't make a difference. 

Well fuck people in movies and fan fictions do it all the time and they seem to think a lot clearer afterwards. Josh dried his face off with his sleeve. He took a deep breath again. Maybe I should just go home for the day. After all, that's what I told Autumn right? And that I had to think things through.. Those things being what the fuck happens now. What if she tells her little guy friend? Would she do that? 

Josh leaned against the door again. 

I don't know. She probably would. But would he tell anyone though? I don't know, I should leave. 

And with that he locked the door open and started walking down the hall to teachers launch. Almost everyone had a free period. Which usually meant that the annoying adults sat around in the couches and drank their disgusting sour coffee, don't get it wrong. He lked coffee, but the schools coffee sucked! It tasted so sour and non coffee like. 

Josh walked into the little room, and he was right, around a 20-25 (A/N:i have no idea how american schools look like, is that too many teachers? In my school we have about that many, but I'm in Sweden so..) teacher was placed all around the room, talking, laughing, some silently judging others and some just scrolling through their phones trying to look as busy as possible. 

It's basically just like high school. Except here everyone is forced to talk to each other, the students can just give the finger and put in their earbuds and then they're good for the rest of the semester. If I would do that here, I would probably get fired right away. 

"Hey, Josh" one of the female teachers said. Josh had no idea what her name was, all he knew was that she was one of the english teachers. Her hair was long and blonde, and styled. She wearing a white blouse and a black pen skirt. She looked okay. "Where are you going? Don't you have class?" Josh kept going to the back of the room, to the door that lead to another room where the teachers had their own lockers where they put thei jackets and bags. 

"I'm not feeling so well" he said and walked in to the other room "Thank you for asking though, Mrs..." he was expecting her to tell him her name. 

"Oh" she said, very surprised. Oh no, don't tell me I did something wrong again.. "Well, it's Miss Clifford. But since we're not students, you can call me Violette." she had a big smile across her face. Josh couldn't tell if it was fake or real. And in all honesty, he couldn't care less. 

"Well, Violette. I'm leaving now." he said and put his thin jacket on and threw his bag over his shoulder. 

Why does being a fucking teacher remind me so much of being a student? I know it wasn't too long ago I actually was in school. 

Josh walked pass the blonde woman and into the corridor. He passaed students, a couple girl gave him dirty looks. But he was used to it by now, so he just looked past them. 

He got into his car and drove home. 

I'm just gonna go to sleep, and then wake up and have a cup of coffee, watch TV and then go back to sleep. 

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Hey guys. I'm sorry this was sorta short. I'm just really tired and all I've been doing is lying in bed and trying to get the force to write something, or just do something. And as you can see, I found some strength to write. I'm still in bed though.. Heh. 

I have no idea where this is going anymore. This was a stupid idea.. But people like it so I'll keep writing. If you have any ideas or tips for me to add to this story, please message me? 

This is has over 1,6k and that's so amazing. And I really love you all for reading and telling me this is a good story. I hope you all have a great last day of this year and a really good start of the new one. See ya later skater! 

(that was so lame jfc block me)