No One Takes Me Home [Student/Teacher] (Josh Franceschi)

14. You See Change, I See Cavalier Youth

It's been a month now. My parents are a bit confused over Dan hanging with me, but they got over it. Diana started talking to me. So that is good.

Mr. Franceschi has been ignoring me as much as he could. Only talking to me or towards me during PE when he check the attendence. I was there but I sat and watched. Like I always have. And probably always will. 

I sorta miss his comments and when he called me Season. But, I'm kind of ok with me and Dan.

In the beginning I wasn't sure, I kinda wanted to break it off cause I didn't seem right. But I gave it a week more. And now it's been over a month.

He has changed, well he is still sort of a dick. But he's sweeter and nicer, at least towards me.

Scott has learned to like it too, he and Dan has started hanging out a bit more. Scott also asked one of the cheekbone guys from his "clique" out. They've only been on two dates. But it's something!

Sara is... Well Sara. She hooked up with Douglas, but that was the last time. He was a douche to her so she called him out in lunch last week and totally slayed him. He hasn't been to school since. I think he deserved it, he is, after all, known as a player. But so is Sara, so two player equals a game? But there's only one winner and both really wanted to win, but they had different perspectives on what "winning" meant. Douglas winning was to "Fuck and run", how weird that even sounds. And I guess Saras was "Play Until Bored". And it seems like Douglas was closer to finish line than Sara. So she had to do something, hook up with him and call him out about it. I don't understand them, but I'm happy she's over it, and him, now. 

It's also started looking a lot like fall, obviously since it's the end of October. That reminds me, my parents are gone over that week. Both have business in Italy. Which of course means Diana and I are fixing a Halloween party. Dan promised to invite his friends and talk about it in school. It would be embarrassing if no one came.

Since it's the end of October it means it's almost time for the concert.

I've talked and hung with Max a few times too, he got a new tattoo. It's cool. He also said he would be going to the concert and he would keep a eye open for me. Which I like, since Sara will run after Jacks dick as soon as the concert is over.

Right now it's 3.28 am. I still gave problems sleeping. I had one of those really realistic dreams. It was about Mr. Franceschi, we were at his place. Or how I guessed it would look. We were watching a Tim Burton movie and was all cuddled up on the bed.

He leaned in to kiss me, and he did. And it felt so real I could taste his lips. They tasted like honey. He slid his hand down my back and lied me down on his couch, hovering over me.

It all felt so real. I could feel his hand grip my thigh tight and push my jeans off.

I was about to take his shirt off, but I woke up. I was eating breakfast. It was Sunday and everyone was out.

I couldn't stop thinking about it, and every time Dan touched me like that the dream popped up in my head. That's not normal right? I should be thinking about my boyfriend. Not my teacher.

I'm right now on my bed. And Dan is lying beside me. His shirtless, and has his arm around me. It makes me feel safe. Sometimes I wonder how it would feel like sleeping with Josh, in my mind I call him Josh. I don't mean sleeping as in having sex, even though I have thought about that too. But sleeping as actually sleeping. I wonder if he snors, and if he does if it's loud or quite. I wonder how he would lie, would he hug me, spread across the bed like Dan or would he barely touch me and keep to his side? Does he talk in his sleep? Maybe he has trouble sleeping too? 

It's late and I'm thinking too much, so I carefully took Dan's arm away from me and sat up on the bed, I swung my legs over the edge and put my head down. It made my hair fall down on my shoulders, right now I didn't really care. 

Dan's shirt was big and went down to my mid thigh, it was a white v-neck with some weird print on it. I could feel Dan shift behind me. I looked over my shoulder to see if I had woken him up. But I hadn't, he was still asleep. 

So I got up and went into the bathroom to drink some water. I looked at myself in the mirror. I don't usually do that anymore. Only in the morning when I do my makeup or to look at my outfit. I can't stand seeing myself. I've been more and more depressed, no one really noticed it. Okay, Scott and Sara would ask me how I was feeling. Scott trying a little harder. But I just told him I didn't sleep so well, it wasn't a lie either. I haven't been eating a lot either, I haven't been hungry. 

So I looked at myself, my hair was messy from tossing and turning in bed, and also from Dan grabbing it. Now don't be worry, it's not as violant as it sounds. I needed to redye it, it was turning brown-organe-ish. It wasn't flattering at all. I had bags under my eyes, but so does teenager. Right? And it's easy to cover up with makeup. Just like the hair, I brush it through and throw on a beanie. I got a couple new ones last week. The Story So Far, All Time Low and Pierce The Veil. The last two are custome made by a girl I found on Etsy. They're realy high quality and keeps my birdsnest to hair in place. Of course, Dan isn't in to all these bands I like. But I've tried to make him listen to a couple. He just nods and says "Oh that's nice sweetie" But I know he turns deef and wander off in his mind. 

I drank some water and took a deep breath. I walked back into my bedroom and I almost screamed when Dan said "hello". Did I wake him? I slid back into the bed and he looked at me. 

"Hi" I said. 

He pulled me into a hug, and then pulled me up on top of him. It wasn't sexual, but it was intimate. 

"Did I wake you?" I whispered into his neck, he stroke my hair. This was nice. Dan shook his head. 

"No, not really. More the fact that you wasn't next to me when I woke up." I looked up at him, his voice was raspy and his eyes were dark. 

"I'm sorry, I need water." 

He kissed my head and nodded. I could feel him drifting back to sleep cause his grip around me loosened a bit. But I didn't care to move, this was nice. I felt safe and comfortable. And that's what I need right now. 

I started thinking about the concert, Sara was talking about how she didn't want me to do any research about the opening band, not even listen to their songs. I didn't understand why, but I just nodded and did what she said. It was good, I don't need to obsess over more bands right now. I need to study and remember what year the Tea Party was, I don't need to remember every sinlge song by A Day To Remember, even though I already do. So that's too late. 

Dan started snoring silently, it wasn't obnoxius, yet, it was almost cute. Yeah, I just called snoring cute. I could finally feel my eyelids become heavy, and I could feel myself drifitng into sleep. Finally. Just as I fell asleep a loud rining started. 

What the fuck? I looked over and saw my phone lit up, the alarm went off, telling me it was 7am. How that was even possibly is unknown, I swear it was 4am just 2 minutes ago. 

Dan started shifting underneath me, so I rolled to the other side and studied him as he woke up. I've done this many times, Dan is actually handsome. And in the morning light he's even more handsome. 

"Good morning babe" I said, and he opened a eye while stretching. He smiled at me. 

"Mornin' beautiful." His voice was once again raspy and it was really hot. 

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Sort of a filler chapter, you know. I'm sorry I skipped a month but I didn't know what to write to fill a months time. But I know sorta where this is headed now. I just need to get there. I haven't proofread this so there might be a couple screw ups.. 

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