No One Takes Me Home [Student/Teacher] (Josh Franceschi)

11. A Love That's So Demanding.

Autumns P.O.V

It was 3.14. In the morning. And it was cold and dark in the room. Autumn had opened the window when she came home from the bar. But she had forgot to close it. And now she was too lazy to do it. 

She had been lying in bed for three hours, trying to get some sleep.

She took her phone out from under her pillow. She had been listening to music. But she opened the YouTube app and checked what the website had recommended her to watch.

A bunch of "my tattoos" or "tattoo tag", and a couple "how I do my makeup". That was basically what she watched when she was bored during the day.

But she wasn't up for any of those sort of videos. Instead she searched "A Day To Remember interview", the first one that came up was one with Neil and Kevin. She watched it, it was 13 minutes long.

When the video was over it was 3.25. She sighed and looked for other interviews with the band. She found one with the whole band.

They were telling funny stories from earlier years. There were quite a lot, the video was around 18-19 minutes. But she watched the whole thing.

But after that video she closed the app and started listening to music again. She opened the Twitter app and scrolled through it. Nothing big has happened. People still waiting for the Of Mice And Men album, and the Neck Deep one.

Pierce the veil was going to write new music soon, she read from a random account.

Finally! Autumn thought. She looked at the time at the top of the screen. It was past 4am.

Why can't I ever sleep? I lie in bed for hours, staring at the ceiling, not doing anything. But still, my mind can't shut up. Can't it just keep talking, but in my dreams? Make out the scenes that goes through my head, but in my dreams? That would be way cooler. I wonder if Josh is awake. I'm not even gonna try to get mad at myself for thinking about him at this hour of the day. I really miss him. It's so weird. But when he kissed me, everything stopped. And it fellt so good. Cliché, right? Yeah... But I deserve some cliché in my life. Or what's the term girl use nowadays... 'fan fic life'? I don't know about that, isn't that when you're about to walk out of Starbucks or another tiny café and run into Harry Styles or something? And you spill all your coffee on his 12 dollar jeans, I don't get it? The kid has so much money, but still he wears the same jeans for years, rips them, miscolor them. But never buy new ones? Anyway, back to the 'fan fic life', he says "no worries, love" . And offers to buy you a new coffee. And you talk, you pretend like you have no clue on who he is.. and bam! You're a couple. Well, I mean that would be awfully cool. Only if it were with another band member and not Harry Styles.

Autumn sat up in her bed. She pulled the blanket over her, she was cold. But still couldn't be bothered closing the window. She liked the sound of the night life. Instead she thought a bit more. What if I had meet Josh outside of school first? Like I did with Max. Oh shit! I forgot I should text him. She picked her phone up and opened the message app.

Just as she was about to type something she realized it was 4am. And Max was asleep, and wouldn't care anyway.

She was just a random girl he had meet. 

Autumn lied her head down on the pillow. She felt tears start to form. 

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. No one will notice that I'm not there. Scott has all his jock friends to keep his time flying by. And Josh will probably not talk to me anyway.. She rolled over to her side. She pushed the home button on her phone, making it lit up and she looked at the time. 4.35. Better try to get some sleep done..