Just kiss me

Chapter 13

"Sorry I'm late I forgot we had tutoring for a while" Jason says as he gives me one of those heart warming smiles.

He diddn't grin.

He diddn't smirk.

He gave me a smile. And that is pretty rare for a player like Jason to actually show a emotion that he truely means... I don't know if that made any sense or not.

I must of be staring at him for a long time since he started to wave his hand in front of me.

He's here.

He's really here.

"I'm guessing you missed me then?" He laughs as he pulls me into a hug.

I rest my chin against his shoulder and smile. This is the first time I have actually enjoyed a hug so much.

"So where the hell did you disapeer too?" I ask as we walk to the living room.

"Just some stuff. I had to clear my head and get my shit straight before... Before anything to be honest." He says while laying down on my sofa.

"Do you know how fucking annoying you are I swear" He mumbles randomly.

Me? Annoying???

"Excuse me?" I ask as I raise my eyebrows.

He calls me annoying and yet he's in my house laying on the sofa acting like it's his own house.

Yeah. I'm so annoying.

"You were on my fucking mind the whole time away, I couldn't focus on ANYTHING. All I could see in my mind was that  beautiful face of yours. Then as soon as I got back the first person I had to find was you. And yet my parents are probably freaking out that I disapeered but I still took the risk and came to see you first. I just missed you too much"

I swear my heart just fucking dropped out of my chest.

That moron.

He dosn't even know how much I missed him.

I want to tell him and I feel like I should tell him but what if everything he said was fake?

To get me to fall for him then break my heart after woulds.

Then of course I say the most stupidest thing that ruins everything.

"How am I meant to believe you on that?"

I gave myself a mental slap and watched as Jason face fell.

No literally. (Just an expression ;) )

"Are you shitting me? I tell you all that, and you think I'm joking." He laughs. But in a sad way.

"Well I mean... I'm not stupid"

Yes you are shut up Rebecca shut up.

"It's obvious your up to something... Like make me fall for you then you would just dump me or something break my heart and turn me into a laughing stock."

Jason turns to look at me with emotions on his face I can't even make out.

"Who told you that..." He says slowly.

"Wait it's true?"

"Shit." He mumbles as he massages the bridge of his nose.

"So you were actually planning on doing that? I diddn't actually think you were I was just making a point hoping you would deny it and tell me that I'm wrong... But it's true."

I should of known.

"Okay Rebecca it was true. I was honestly just planning to make you fall in love with me then just crush you in front of everyone. But after time past and I got to know you I just knew I was in deep shit. Because I realized I was the one falling for you"

"How am I meant to fucking believe you now Jason?" I sigh in frustration.

"Did you not hear me? I came to YOU first. Not my family. Not my best friend, I came to you first. Dosen't that tell you anything?" He snaps.

He shouldn't be getting mad here I should be the one going all crazy ape shit on him.

"I fucking like you Rebecca. I'm in deep shit for liking you but I like you." He says while starting to calm down.

Jason stands up from the sofa, walks to me and backs me up against the wall so I don't move away from him, which I was going to do. My heart beats inside my chest like crazy I'm almost sure he could even hear my heart beating loudly.

He holds my wrists against the wall as I try to break free from him and he immediatly puts his lips against mine.