Just kiss me

Chapter 8

I read the text and roll my eyes and text back:

In you're dreams Parker.

Then soon after my phone buzzes.

Ouch.

I smile down at the text and put my phone away to the side as I look at Anna and Matt practically having a war. No seriously a war.

Then my phone starts to buzz so I grab my phone and see that it isn't a text but Chad had been calling me for the last 5 minutes and he's left me 7 missed calls.

I quickly answer the 8th call and walk outside to the front lawn.

If he's left me 7 missed calls it's probably important.

"We just fucking saw dad at the airport." Chad pants down the phone.

"Well hello to you too." I laugh.

"Becca seriously? You're laughing? This is god damn serious." Chad sighs.

"No it's not. You saw dad so big deal. He left us 4 years ago what's the point in catching him now." I snap.

"Becca stop acting this way I know you miss him. Because I fucking miss having a dad." Chad replies.

"Why don't you just go after him then Chad?" I shout.

Honestly I didn't realise I started to shout.

I probably sound like a bitch right now.

But my dad left me in hope and belief for 4 fucking years. I wasted 4 years waiting.

And believing.

"He was probably visiting California and now he's leaving back to England on the plane." I reply as I sit down on the grass.

"He doesn't care about us Chad.

"I'll talk to you when I get home okay? I'm picking Carly up from the airport and I see her." Chad says as he hangs up.

Carly's his girlfriend for those of you who don't know.

But I can't help wondering.

If my dad's okay.

If he's got a new family.

A new daughter.

Tears start to blind my eyes but I don't dare to let them fall so I quickly walk back into the house and sit down on the sofa keeping a safe distance away from Jason. We have a pretty big sofa.

I shift around in my seat uncomfortably because I start to feel Jason staring at me. His eyes are literally digging into my soul.

I give in and turn my face towards his and he's still staring at me. But not the type of stare that he normally gives me that makes me want to gag but the kind of look that's silently asking me if I'm okay.

I don't know why I'm nervous. Just staring at him for those seconds is making my heart beat so fucking fast I could hear it in my ears.

And then he slowly leans towards me and smiles.

"How do you expect me to control myself around you when you're acting all cute and nervous like that?"

"Okay love birds sorry to interrupt your silent conversation but Jason we need to go" Matt says

Thank god Matt interrupted us or i don't even know what I could of done or said to that. For some reason I just didn't feel like arguing with Jason.