Just kiss me

Chapter 26

I'm really sorry for not updating I was away at a summer camp I will start updating again and getting back on track >,< And I know I made a commitment to make a 3 page chapter but today I have this massive writers block so I'm sorry but I think its going to be around 2. I'm really sorry for slow updates and short chapters. Honestly I'm surprised I still even have followers. Thank you to all of my followers and I love you all ;)

I wake up to the sound of a constant tapping on the window. It kind of sounds like someones throwing rocks at my window it's actually kind of familiar. I get out of my bed stretching my body as I open the window to see Jason smiling up at me from my garden.

He's always smiling actually. 

"Hey open the front door I'm freezing." He laughs.

He seems a little down though to be honest. His laugh diddn't really feel like a laugh.

More like a cry of help.

I quickly run down he stairs adreniline pumping inside of me. What is this feeling? Excitement? God I feel like a 6 year old on Christmas. What is this feeling and what i the feeling I felt with Alex earlier?

I open the door and Jason walks inside rubbing his hands together and sniffing. "Gosh if you left me out there for a little bit longer and not let me in I don't know what I'd do." He laughs.

"Sorry but why are you here?" I ask in confusion.

He dosen't answer me but I can tell he came to tell me something. But what is it? If it was important he would of said it by now...

I look up to face him to see that he's actually staring at me intentively. Like really staring. It feels like he's taking in all of my facial features. It feels a little weird but I feel comfortable. Water starts to gather up in his eyes as if he's about to cry and I stand in shock.

Whats going on?

What am I meant to do in this situation...

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah sorry I think I have a cold or something."

"Hey can I just hug you? Just once thats all I just need to hug you." He laughs awkwardly.

I give him an uncertain nod and he laughs pulling me into a tight hug. This feels so different from Alex... I don't exactly feel like I'm about to explode but I feel something absolutely different. I slowly wrap my arms around him and sigh.

When he came in earlier he had bags under his eyes and I was wondering if it was just shadows because it was dark. But hugging him he feels so weak and feeble. I feel like he's going to collapse any minute or maybe as soon as I let go.

He slowly lets go shoving his hands into his pockets. "That's all I came for." He smiles.

Somethings wrong with him but he's still smiling. Maybe thats why I fell for him before.

He looks down at his phone and sighs. "I have to go." He groans.

"I'll see you tomorrow then." I smile.

He dosn't respond and walks out of the house not looking back. Why do I feel so empty? And why do I feel so bad about letting him leave.

I walk out of the house in my bunny slippers to catch up with him but by the time I run out.

He's already gone.

As if he was never even here.

He disapeared.