The Lost Soul-Ryan Tedder fan-fiction

Chapter 10

Ryan's P.O.V

I start to walk with Zoe to find a seat. She says she spots one and sits at the one by the window facing outside.

I follow her and sit across from her. She starts looking outside and has this really worried look on her face. She looks like she's in deep thought. I wonder what she's thinking. I would really like to know why she was about to jump off that bridge? Why would she want to kill herself?

I can't think of anything to why she would want to do that! I feel so confused I have all these questions I want her to answer but I'm so scared to ask. What If she freaks out on me!? And try's to kill herself again I don't think I can handle that! It's killing me to find out.

I keep trying to find the answer myself but I'm coming up empty! I can't take it anymore I need to know! After a few minuets I looked into her blue eyes and ask very cautiously "Zoe can I ask you something?"

She keeps looking into my eyes and I see panic come to her eyes but just as soon as I seen it. It disappeared.

I try to see it again but I see nothing! She starts to say " Umm yeah , what is it?" I start to think what to ask very carefully. I don't want to freak her out. So I ask her " what are you thinking about?" She says "Nothing really."

I don't BELIVE her. I want her to trust me. So I tell her "I'm here for you Zoe you can tell me anything , please trust me I want to help you." I say this with everything I have I need her to trust me please God help me help Zoe she needs it. I pray silently in my head.