The Lost Soul-Ryan Tedder fan-fiction

Chapter 11

Zoe's P.O.V

As I'm sitting across from Ryan. He looks into my eyes and and ask what I'm thinking about? I think for a moment. Then I make up my mind and lie telling him " nothing really."

He looks at me very carefully and I can see he doesn't believe me. I still haven't decided to tell him the truth or not! I don't even know if I can trust him! Well he did save my life but I didn't want to be saved! I wanted to end everything at that bridge but he came and messed all that up!

Ehhh why the hell did he do that anyway? I'm so pissed at him right now! Then he starts to lean forward and says "Zoe I'm here for you, you can tell me anything let me help you."

Why should I trust him! I barley even know the man that well! We met at a freaking bar! I don't tell strangers my secrets! Even if they are hot! But I can't keep all this in for long it's really gonna kill me!

Someones voice says 'Zoe you can trust him he saved your life you owe him that, he can help you just  trust him' why is there a voice in my head? This the first I had this happen! Am I crazy now!? All of this is too much!

I take a deep breath and breath out I look into Ryan's eyes get lost in them I can't think anymore damn it! But I'm happy I can't right now I feel a little better but. Every time I look into his eyes it's like they have some kind of weird affect on me!

Then Colbie the Starbucks employee yells "Ryan!" Ryan gets up tells me not to go anywhere he'll be back. I keep sitting there relieved his eyes aren't in front of me anymore.

I sigh and think what I'm goning  tell him. I close my eyes for a second and decide to tell him the truth, the full truth all the way to the begining. And get all this off my chest hopefully he doesn't see me crazy.