The Lost Soul-Ryan Tedder fan-fiction

Chapter 6

Zoe's P.O.V

I go to the hotel I'm staying at. I get my room get a beer out the mini fridge. And sit down at my little table. While I'm sitting I feel tears rolling down my cheeks. I keep replaying what happened today at work. I start to get angry. I get up and throw the little table on the floor. Then look at my beer in my hands and throw it across the room. Making it hit the wall i watch the liquid coming down. I go to my bed and start punching it hard. My vision starts to get blurry. I sit down on the floor by my bed. And cry for hours. How can this happen to me? I had a great life! What the hell happened? I had an amazing boyfriend, a great job and now it's all gone! How the fuck did this happen? I get up from the floor walk to the bathroom to clean myself up. Once I'm finished I come back out and see the mess I made. Ill clean it later. I grab my purse and keys head out to my car. I start driving on the road and look out my left window. And see its getting late. The sun's starting to set from what I can tell. As I'm driving I see this beautiful bridge. I park my car by the curb. I get out and get closer and see its dark tan, looks kinda old with designs on it. I look out and I can see water under it. And one small boat out in the far water. The waters very bright , and pretty. Then I start to get on the railing. It feels good to be up here. I feel the adrenalin going through me it feels amazing. I take one last step and again. I have nothing left to live for. So I guess I should end it. There's nothing left I love anymore everything I loved is gone! Besides no one will car if I jump and die? I close my eyes and take more steps towards the end if the bridge and feel the wind blowing through my hair. I think to myself this is it!