The Lies I Told

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I'm sorry for the lies I told,
For I'm a total mess,
Who can never be bold.
After all the people to whom I've been sold,
They've used me, making me feel useless and old,
I'm sorry but because of them I've become so cold.

I lied about me being fine,
I lied about me being strong.
I've been waiting for this to end since so long.
You kept disregarding me,
You kept crossing the line.
I've been telling you this since such a long time.

I'm not beautiful;I'm broken,
I only liked my fantasies,
But to reality I've been awoken.
I apologize for the lies I told,
I'm intoxicated, and also high.
So it's time to put an end to this,
I'm about to bid goodbye.

I had to keep lying,
To keep myself alive,
But it struck me then; my whole life was a lie,
So I guess I had to die.

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