Yes Clary?

New Plans

I know that it's been a while since my last update but with school being a pain in the ass I find it very hard to find spare time in my day to write. But here's the new update! And I'm going to see Andy at the Rave on February 19. Doors open at 6 30 so if I want to get up by the stage what time should I get there? 2?

Clarissa's P.O.V

"Be ready," I told Chris and Magda before I went back upstairs. I walked up the stairs as quietly as I could because I have no clue if anyone else is going to randomly pop out of no where. I twisted the doorknob slowly and pushed open the door slightly. I'm pretty sure no one else was up.  

When I was finally secured up in my room a let out a huge sigh. I thought that was going to be easier than that. Feeling all sweaty and gross I rip off my shirt and pants and head over to the bathroom. I turned the shower on and wait for it to warm up. While it was warming up, I took off my bra and underwear. I step into the warm shower and instantly feel relaxed. That was until I thought of Andy. A huge wave of pain washed over me and shattered my not so alive heart. I clutched my hair at the thought of his baby blue eyes. His very soft pink lips that I've only kissed a couple times. I sat down in the tub with the water pouring all over me. I was so focused on him that the weirdest thing happened. I tapped into his brain. 

I see Andy sitting down on a bench. I observe my surroundings and notice that we are in the little garden that they have behind the house. I knew that I was not actually here with him but I somehow managed to appear in his dream. 

"Andy," I call out to him. 

He slowly looks up and turns around. His eyes light up as he sees me. 

"No," He says to himself. " This isn't real."  I could hear the pain in his voice. I slowly walk over to him and place my hand on his cheek. It feels so real. 

"I miss you so much," I saw with tears in my eyes. I sit down next to him on the bench. " I'm so sorry," 

"You forgot who I was!" Andy said while tears were flooding out of his eyes. 

"I know I did. But I remember you now. Not just in this dream but in real life. I remember you. I remember how you feel for a really stupid human. I remember every feeling that I have felt for you." I wiped away all of his tears. 

"But this dream is not real. I'll wake up still knowing that you are not mine anymore."

"No listen to me. I'm still yours but there is something you need to know. I am way more powerful than I was before. You may think that I am just a thought in your mind but I am actually here. These are real words coming from me." 

I turned my body towards him and lifted his face up with my hand. I looked him in the eyes to show him that I was actually here. But, I could see that he was so convinced that I was not real. I leaned forward and did what I've been wanting to do for a long time. I kissed him. I wrapped him in my arms and kissed him with all the love and affection that I felt for him. It felt like sparks were flying everywhere when he finally started to kiss me back. He grabbed me by my sides and placed me on his lap. We just sat there, kissing for the longest time. I wanted to stay in this little fantasy for the rest of my life if that meant I could be with Andy. But then I remembered my plan on escaping. If it actually worked, I could be with Andy in real life. I broke the kiss. 

"I have to go now but trust me, you will see me again."

"No, please don't leave me again." His words stabbed me. I gave him a big hug.

"Please trust me. I will come back." I said and kissed his cheek. I got off his lap and stood up. "I love you Andy. Forever and always," 

"I loved you first Clarissa. Please come back quickly. I miss you terribly."

"I will. See you soon," Were the last words I said to him.  

I woke up laying down in the tub. The water was freezing cold. I quickly turned it off and stepped out of the shower. I put on my warm fuzzy pajamas and headed over to bed. I looked at the clock and it was 5. I had a couple hours left to spare. I got into bed and pulled the nice warm sheets over my body. I could still feel his soft lips on mine. I hope he believes everything I told him. I don't want him to give up on me. 

Andy's Pov. 

I shot up in bed. Was she really there? I got up and ran into CC's room. 

"CC" I yelled.

"What do you want." He groaned. I thought about what I was going to tell him. No, he would never believe me. 

"Uh, nothing nevermind," I said and left the room. My head was pounding so much. I could still feel her lips on mine. I ran downstairs to the fridge and grabbed a couple blood bags. I tore into one and sucked down the whole thing. After I finished it was when I realized Marissa was watching the the whole time. 

"Oh um I'm sorry. I'll go clean some stuff," She mumbled. 

"No that's fine. Just take the day off or whatever." I said and headed back up to my room. I could tell the she was very confused but I didn't take anytime to explain anything to her. Now I was just trying to figure out how long it will be until Clarissa comes back, if she comes back.

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Has anyone else read The House Of Night series. I am absolutely in love with them. Right now I'm on the book Tempted and really want Zoey's and Stark's relationship to grow but I really like her and Erik ugh.