Undeniable

Emancipated

8 years later present day: i woke up in a drousy mood i wasnt excited about graduation because my mother wasnt here or my father it was going to be torture at heart i thought about inviting my aunt vern but i didnt talk to her in 8 years. I observed myself in the diamond cut mirror i saw my mother in me her ora of confidence her stubbornness accompliced my attitude my light brown locks of curls reached my back now my rare end was rather plumper then usual and double ds came right with that. I had a fat butt lip i used to feel insecure about i giggled when i thought abt it my forehead was still big and puberty was over but pimples couldnt be more in the way today. I wanted to go shopping for my dress and i needed my hair done i threw on some Abercrombie sweats and a nude sway belly shirt wich complimented my curvs and belly peircing i took a stack from the safe and got in my dads old 2005 cadilac and drove to zaras.
When i walked in i saw dull shit i could tell this store was for white chicks the sighn should've been on the door "can i help you ?"a chocolate tall nearly 6ft man said before words could escape my mouth i observed every aspect of him he had straight white teeth facial hair but not much waves but not just any waves foreign type. Muscular a chizzled jaw and expensive clothes and big brown eyes. " umm excuse me u need anything?" he walked closer to me i got butterflies in my stomach "i got it" i snapped back
" babygirl u dont got to get hostile im just tryna help you" he smirked and walked away i browsed in the store while keeping an eye on him it puzzled me that he was so ok with my negative response that i couldnt take my eyes off him. I never had much interactions with males i always kept to myself in school whenever i even went usually i would be home working on my car or something but he was someone i had to figure out. I flipped my hair and walked over to him at the register and nudged his arm and said "whats ya name ?" i couldnt believe the nervousness that rattled in my voice and stomach what was i doing ! He eyed me and and licked his lips and smiled "tell me yours first" he grabbed my hand and released i snatched it away it was just a reflex and his smiled slowly faded he started to stare into my eyes but i didnt look away " umm nevermind i have to go" i panicked and walked out of the store i got in my car and jiggled my keys and he began to knock on the window "excuse me " he said as he tapped "yeah?" i responded while biting my lip "my name million how abt u babygirl?" he extended his hand out for a shake i grabbed it and said " dara...adara". "I wanna see you sometime you going for graduation right ?" he smiled and touched my chin i couldnt help but blush. "You know i saw u before everyime i pick up my sister you walk down breading st. Right ?"he asked "uh- y-yeah howd you know that " i stutterd over his touch "hey you might know my sister kyleeyah she goes to mountmore high to "he tapped my shoulder. " your a very touchy feely person " i smiled and gestured with my hands. " yeah how you know but do you know her ?" he asked i replied with yeah he was very odd to me i never met a boy who wanted to know me or even knew what street i drove down. " hey let me help you pick out your dress its almost time anyway "um yeah that would be cool " i said smoothly and grabbed his hand i was used to picking out things with my dad and i always grabbed his hand and led him to the things i "ooood" & "aaaawwwd" but i let go because i didnt know if it was cool with him i was caught in the moment but he grabbed it back as soon as i let go. " yo this the one!" he grinned while he handed it to me it was all black with a criss crossed twist for my chess and long it had black glitter i even liked it and i already had heels to go with it " wow impressive" i teased " for a guy like me yeah i know " he laughed "thanku ill take it " i let his hand go and went to the register. " heyy umm i gotta go get my sister ill see u though " he hugged me his scent was strong and made me want to smell him more often like dark chocolate i was fantasizing to much. I got in my car and drove home when i got there i immediately got in the shower i decided to straighten my hair and do a side part no make up because i didnt know how to apply any i put my dress on with my moms all black glittery red bottoms and her nechlace i spraid some perfume on and grabbed my keys i was doing this alone and i was gonna make them proud i got in the car and drove to the place. When i arrived people looked at me different not like the bitch that always tells the class to shut the fuck up but the girl who looked beautiful, the girl who looked radiant. I wanted to force my try me bitch face but i couldnt help but smile and actually feel like i belonged somewhere i know my mom and papa was proud looking down at me its no way they couldnt be because i made it. I saw kyleeyah with her friends i wanted to say something but she was with her friends i didnt have friends i pushed them all away and i never made new ones because they were afraid to come around. She walked to the punch bowl i walked to her i was a little frigidy because i knew she was going to wonder why i was speaking to her period. "Hey kyleeyah umm you look really nice" i smiled and looked her up and down slowly she had a rosy red dress on with the same shoes as me basically red lip stick wich complimented her caramel skin and perky boobs yeah they were out she had a long weave and big brown eyes just like million she was tall abt 5'5 and had a hour glass frame she looked at me and said " you to i love your hair this way " she smiled " thanku are u nervous ?" i clenched my teeth gesturing nervousness " yeah girl but we made it your mom here id love to introduce myself "she looked around . i grew sullen because its not something i planned on thinking about "yeah in my heart " i said " omg! Im sorry girl if i wouldve known"i cut her off " its ok". "Hey im having a party tonight your invited and i want you to bring whoever you want ill text you my address heres my number " she grabbed my phone " yeah ill come " i lied .

*pic of million*