Undeniable

gasping for air

We pulled into the resturaunt and parked. " im really not dress for this" i shook my head. "Your beautiful grab a seat and ill go grab us a waiter" million said. "Ard i have to use the bathroom " i replied. I walked into the over did bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror for a little because it was so hard to grasp my life right now i was all over the place it was like i repeatedly needed reassurance that everything was going to be ok. I heard the door knob twist but this was a one person's bathroom. "Someones in here ill be right out !" i shouted "you sure ?" the voice sounded so familiar. Vince walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind him "long time no see youve grown up dara probably taste even sweeter" he said while he smirked and observed my body i felt just as weak as last time. he backed me into a corner the fear that he summoned in me will forver answer he took my womanhood without any permission and ill be damned if he does it again. " w - what do you want" i asked while stuttering like a kid "im here to tell you a message that of course kovu wants you to know" he chuckled. He looked even more beat down then the last time i saw him its like he dedicated his life to hunt my family like prey or something and he did anything kovu asked " dont forget how we killed your mother and father that could easily be you fate ...so if you plan on dragging million into the equation we will come after your sister " he grabbed my neck and held as tight as he held his grudge towards me i gasped for air but i couldnt breathe tears began to roll down my cheeck and i shut completely down there was no more life left in me. He let me go and then he walked out the bathroom i layed on the floor i couldnt move " adara you rd ? You been in there long enough" million questioned. Words couldnt seem to leave my lips. He barged in the bathroom and saw me he immediately dropped to his knees and picked me up "whats going on u ok? Talk to me"he paniced " i mustve fell out my head was feeling heavy" i lied. " can we go eat" i spoke lowly. "Yeah i ...got..our table" million talked as if he was confused i dont blame him because i was even confused i dont have a sister its impossible i wouldve known of her. It boggled me but i didnt want mill to catch on to what i was thinking. " may i take your order?" the waiter asked i completely drifted somewhere else still lost in my thoughts "adara!" million tapped me "ohh im so sorry my mind is somewhere else"i apologized "ill have the lobster special" i presented the fakest smile i could give. " your mind is somewhere else but you wont even tell me whats wrong what the fuck happened in that bathroom yo !?" million demanded to know. " i got a visit from vince & he wanted to come tell me a message your dad had for me" i admitted the truth and suddenly became nauses " wait what?" he asked. "Dont play the fuck dumb now you saw what your dad did to my family we just never talked it over hes after me" i cried million hugged me and tried to console me but this time it didnt work " im gone talk to him tonight because this shit is to confusing and i dont even know what to say why didnt you tell me as soon as it happened?" he snapped " because i was scared i thought i could handle it". We left the resturaunt and went back to my place and just sat there no words were spoken to one another he was to mad and i was to sorry for myself ." stay here im gone go talk to him" he balled his fist up and walked out the door. I was scared of what he was going to do i tried to lay down and actually let him handle it but that was to hard my eyes wouldnt shut. I thought why vinces destiny was to destroy me.. But i couldnt think of any reasoning i wanted to know why they murdered my family and why it was so important to them that i was gone to. and who the hell is my sister. I heard knock at the door wich ripped me back into reality i opened it " what do you want?" i said in a very nasty tone. "I just wanted to say sorry about my behavior towards you i know how it feels for someone to invade your space" she sincerely said i dont know what made her come apologize. " you good why did you decide to build here?" i questioned her intentions "my dad left me this land he told me it would be left just for me i didnt know people even knew about it" she said. I was convinced she was telling the truth and that made me wanna ask her how her dad even knew about this because im Pretty sure my dad was discreet. " want to come in ? Have a drink?" i asked i suprised myself even though my only intention was to snoop around "you like it here ?" i asked as i made us drinks "yeah its so boarded off and silent" she said "my dad always was traveling so i barely seen much of him i never really asked what his job was when i was kid. I just know it was a bad job because he always had guns." she laughed. " sounds like mine ..my dad was always out to so i had to live with my aunt and that was the worst" i spoke emotionally. "Where you from ?" i asked trying to change the angle of the conversation "lavità loca and you?" she asked i dropped the cup into the sink and turned to face her it shouldve occured to me sooner she does look similar to my father. "Me to" i chuckled anxiously "i didnt get your name..?" i said "amina" she extended her hand "adara" i said. "This might be weird and i might be springing something on you ..that you never wanted but we might be sisters" i said nervously she smiled and shook her head "we are" she confirmed. The room grew silent i felt my chest heathing in and out while my eyes continued to widen "dad told me he left me land next to my sister we never seen eachother growing up because i wasnt supposed to be here he had an affair on your mom" she said while walking towards me "so? Why didnt you reach out sooner when dad passed ?" i asked i had so many questions. "Well for one i didnt know until 2 months ago and i didnt know u or how you are" she replied in a smart tone.