Undeniable

Unidentified feelings

I got dressed for kyleeyahs party i wanted to dress for it but i didnt have it in me i put on skinny leg light blue jeans and a jet black off the shoulder sweater with a choker attatched. I had a butt length pont tail and hoop earrings i put clear lip gloss on my thick lips and alittle more on my bottom butt lip then usual i took one more look at the address and headed out i wanted to see million again its really the only reason im going i didnt have positive encounters with males in my day but he was someone i wanted to be around and i couldnt help it. I pulled up to her house it was 10:00 the party started at 8:00 i was reluctant to go in because of my time difference but at least nobody would be observing who came through the door. I opened the door and was welcomed with a smack in the face of weed not just any weed because it wrapped around my lungs and didnt let go i let out a few caughs and caught myself. Everyone was standing around either smoking or drinking girls were on tables dancing i caught a glimpse of kyleeyah telling people to get the hell off of her furniture wich made me giggle "something funny?" million hovered over me with no shirt i bit my lip eyeing his packs i didnt know what came over me. " you like what you see ?" he smirked " umm why is every girl in this party allowed to see it million?now thats the question" i snapped while moving my neck. " you jealous babygirl? " he eyed me while moving closer. " gross!" kyleeyah budded in " hey girl i thought u wasnt coming you late ashit" she rolled her eyes " girl i fell right out when i got in the house im here though and u look good" i broke ice easily. " well when i get all these bitches out my house we can really hang ok ?" she hugged me " yeah i would love that" i exhaled heavily. " yall close ?" million asked while she walked away " why ya clothes off "i changed the subject " to be real with you ma i was in my room this whole party aint my thing i dont bang with parties like that" he shrugged and rubbed his head he grabbed my arms and lead me up the stairs girls looked at me as i walked up the steps. " uhh what-" he cut me off " shhh my dog will hear you " he laughed we walked in his room he had a fancy ass house and his room was almost bigger then mines i noticed all of his art it was amazing i guess he liked graffiti " you like art huh?" i asked while tracing my finger across his walls " you must know your a pure example of it "he eyed me without looking away i felt his eyes look into me he knew how i felt and he didnt speak. "How funny" i laughed the awkwardness away but he didnt let go of the topic "you dont see yourself or something know your worth and when a nigga put it out there dont reject it except how beautiful you are " he sternly said while walking closer to me our lips were 3 centimeters apart "i - im" he put his fingers on my lips and gripped my hip he spoke softly to me "except how beautiful you are adara" he said he kissed my ear down to my neck i felt the print in his pan ts pressed against my thigh i didnt want him to stop i felt my woman parts sprouting like a new born rose his soft lips slid across my flesh and left a chill wich slithered down my spine i was aroused by him i gripped his back and dug my nails into him " hey" kyleeyah knocked on the door he let me go i corrected my clothing and sat on his bed looking at his book of arts " hey you...wanna stay the night ?" she asked " uh i dont know "i rubbed my legs together " actually yeah" i said "rd " she shut the door. " i should probably go downstairs" i eyed his body " nawl uhh lets watch a flick maybe umm paid & full" he asked while rubbing his waves. "Sure you did this to your walls ?" i asked " yeah i got my ass whooped to my dad told me not to but i figure why not express my anger in a positive way? Right how about you how do u express yours "he asked " i dont " i looked away " you seem to have a whole lot" he looked at me again " dont look at me like that " i whimpered " like what ?" he turned to me and away from the tv " like you know what im going through" i snapped " i never said i knew i said you have alot of anger but i guess thats your  perception of my words " he snapped back i was shocked he never snapped back at me it sent a thrill through me i instantly calmed down. " come here & watch this movie with me girl"he grabbed my waist i laughed "yeah ok". I saw him dozing off to sleep he had a grip on my waist i observed his face i traced my finger on his jaw line i thought about why god sent me this man and why did he know the answers to my problems he spoke in his sleep "what are you doing " he smiled " looking at you" i replied "im about to go meet my dad at the air port ill be back chill with ky until then ard you can sleep in my room if you want to" he said & got up "alright" i replied i left out of his room nobody else was at the house just us three i went into kys room she was singing " wooooow" i clapped my hands she laughed and rushed to the door " what was you doing with mill?" she instantly asked "umm look seriously nothing we just talked"i grew nervous my eyebrows furrowed " oh i just wanted to know" she made a awkward face as if i overreacted.
" why are you so you know in school ?" ky asked " i dont know i just dont trust anyone like i dont agree with girls that much so i stick to myself besides you i have to say i judged you right off hand and i apologize because your actually cool " i pleaded "its ok girl everybody do that but you cant push everyone away based off of just your assumptions " she said while holding my hands and looking at me the same way her brother did what was it with them were they gods angels or something. " im sneaking out ok?"ky said " sure what to tell your brother ?" i asked " tell him im at the store " she laughed " ok".