Undeniable

Plan B

I sat on the couch reconciling with myself I scared away the one guy who loved me for everything i was. How could we end like this a piece of me was no longer in arms reach. I heard my phone buzz it was my sister but I wasn't in the mood to fake relate to any crazy childhood experiences from la vida loca. I was pacing back and forth when I heard the keys jingle mid pace million walked in, his eyes immediately locked with mine he took a few more steps into the door while looking around as if it was his first time here. "Where were you" I mumbled while glancing away so the tears that were desperately begging to fall surrendered. "I love you but I'm not going to keep paying for that and stressing" he said while walking towards me slowly "I love you to, I'm sorry I don't want to lose you million I just been scared to let my hair down with you" I froze up and his body radiated heat that always made me melt. "You know I'm not going anywhere adara, I'm yours and your mine you need to get your act together though we actually got shit to lose" he wiped his face. He was always so sexy when he got serious and tried to take charge and I liked it "make me" I whispered while licking his ear. He started to kiss me but this time with more emotion like everything we went through was worth it, like he felt my exact emotions for him, I wrapped my arms around his neck and whispered in his ear "let me be your stress reliever"  I backed him into his seat, he sat down while I kneeled down I looked in his eyes seductively while undoing his belt I started to express how sorry I was with my mouth I loved hearing how he groaned in pleasure and how he'd grab my hair and move my head faster. I was a fein for his love and that's without a doubt. He stood up as I took my clothes off, " this what you want?" He asked as he grabbed my waist "yes" I gasped as he inserted his two fingers inside me. We made love for half the day. I woke up and looked at the clock next to the couch the clock flashed 12:30 and hopped up and took a quick shower when I walked back in million was already up and putting on clothes "you wanna slide to the market for some shit" he asked energized "we actually have a free day and you wanna go to the market with me ?" I asked while wrapping my arms around him and gazing into his beautiful eyes. "I been meaning to talk to you about something" he pulled away slowly and walked towards the kitchen counter. " well what is it your scaring me" I said sarcastically and smirked but judging by his facial expression he must've thought the news would upset me. " my dad asked me to hold some weight here he's trying to place me" he said. Millions dad was trying to make him into his image.. he wants to corrupt him if you ask me
I smile and knod " if you like it I love it" I lied because I knew despite my opinion I could never compete with him and who his father wanted him to be. I got in the car with a slight attitude but I tried to not let it show " you upset about it babe be honest" he gripped my thigh as he drove. " I can cheer you up" he smirked and reached into his pocket and pulled out the tiniest blue box, I snatched it away smiling "what's this!" I screeched "I was gone wait until our anniversary b-". "But you wanted to soften the blow from earlier" I cut him off mid sentence. I giggled because he knew exactly what would get him out of trouble. As I opened it the gold infinity symbol flashed and tears grew in my eyes " what does this mean?" I spoke with emotion in my voice. "The love I have for you is forever" he turned to me "million!!!!" I screamed as the giant truck coming down a one way slammed into the side of our lamb truck the truck flipped over almost 2 times and landed upside down "adara" my name drifted in and out of my head I couldn't form a response blood from my head and nose trailed to my mouth the taste of metal mocked me. "Somebody help them call 911!" Random people yelled I heard calls for help in the distance hinting people were near i rasped "help". I turned my neck slightly and I saw million gasping for air Bc of his seatbelt , it was to tight. Lights flashed and ambulance sirens screamed relief washed over me and I prayed to god every second of the Way to the hospital.