Undeniable

what now

Million decided to come to my house after we did what wasnt supposed to happen in his house a part of me regretted it but the other half loved the fact that he still stuck around. "I should stay the night ?" he asked while kissing my forehead. " well i am your girl and this is my house what do u think ?" i teased while looking up at him " i think yes he kissed me and picked me up walking into my home as we walked he tripped over a package "whats this i thought ya crib was onna low" he asked with an eyebrow raised "i dont know babe" i shrugged i grabbed the package and got scissors i opened the package and saw a video camera the note said "watch and enjoy remember who your fucking with dont slip" i immediately hooked the shit up to my tv and pressed play. "Imma go to the bathroom right quick" he jolted the video started off with my mom and dad tied up in a chair with guns to their heads i heard familiar voices i saw millions dad use his gun to sexually harass my mother and tears streamed down my face i heard vinces voice say "hit him!" and they began to beat my dad with a gun and he didnt resist why didnt he resist i bald up my fist vince said "kovu do the honors" and then a man shot my mom and dad in the middle of their heads. I stared blankly at the screen with tears still sliding down i knew now that there was nomore taking it easy or letting bygons stay that i had to make them feel the same i have to avenge my parents. "Yo" million called "wheres the " he paused in his tracks "adara whats wrong?" he tapped me and i fell to my knees i couldnt stand "yo whats wrong " he shook me " i cant love you anymore " i moved his arm. " what? You love me ? What are u talking about adara" he stood up "watch the tape!" i let my voice rise and drop within the same second. "Umm..alright" he moved his eyes slowly to the tape i observed his body language as he Watched it i wanted to know if he knew what kindve man his father was but from the looks of it he didnt. As soon as i parted my lips to speak and reach to control him he grabbed my wrist with a very firm grip and he said " ill see you later" i didnt wanna bother him so i let him go. When he left i stared at the tape over 17 times for some reason it didnt make sense how was he mad at me and his father was the monster. I didnt know what to do but i know something had to be done i put on some sweats and a hoodie and left out i drove to lavita loca. As i walked around i just wondered why was i comfortable living here i went to the group of men that looked as if they were gaurding the projects. When i walked over to them they immediately observed my curves and face but one of them didnt he was stuck on my face "i need a gun" i said with a straight face "well what u gone give us ?" one guy said while smirking. "Chill thats laurens girl " a man said as he walked towards me my breath began to thin "how do you know my mom ?" i demanded to know "we used to rock together can i talk to you for a minute young lady. He took me to the corner of the block " why do you need a gun ?" he looked so concern "because i got shit to handle "i responded. "Babygirl these streets aint as sweet as they look i dont want you to be like your mother" he gently touched my shoulder. "You dont even know me so dont speak on me or my family matter fact fuck it imma get my own heat" i shrugged and began to walk away "wait! I can get you what you need.."

*pic of jig**