to someone you judged by their first impression
bruhitsnotchar hey girl. now hun. don't take this the wrong way. i just always had a feeling you were older and if you ever found out my age you would just stop caring. and then you started reading 30dshc. and your comments kept me going. kept me on track and helped get me to 30 days. then 100. when we had the scare that you were leaving this app i learned you used to sh. i kinda just froze. and started crying. you told me i was your role model. ive never had anyone look up to me. especially someone who is older than me. the week you were going to leave i really couldnt stop crying. it was like when my older sister was moving out. but a lot more tears. because she only moved 45 minutes away. the day you were leaving i was literally attached to my phone all day at school. i'm actually quite surprised that i didn't get it taken. but i was so scared. you're my big sister. i don't know what i'd do without you in my life. you're always there to cheer me up hun. we've had a few disagreements on our beliefs. (surprisingly not politics. but that's mostly because we agree). i feel so close to you. because we have gone through similar things. lost a really good friend (different ways i believe but.) had a "friend" who then made fun of us for sh. and then told people. you (and jitters) were the two people who got me going to church. which really helped me. i met wonderful people. and actually started paying attention. when i first got a physical bible you gave me advice on reading. because i was trying to follow along with what they were reading at church. you told me to try and make it part of my routine. something i could do everyday. and i try. if i can i read whatever part/parts i should for that week before i get on the bus. or while im on the bus. and yeah. so today we spent a couple hours bickering about something (lalalala i did not say i did. you didnt see that. i do. not. have. one.) and we were talking about maybe meeting soonish. i never should have judged you. you are one of my favorite people. i love you hun.
love, peyo.
