{completed}☆I Am Who I Am☆

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star

"Why?" I asked settling back into his chest. "Why what?" He asked, he put his arms around me. I felt safe. Something I haven't felt since my daddy died. "Why did you follow me out of school?" I asked him. I felt him shrug. "It seemed like a good thing to do." He answered. I smiled, knowing he couldn't see me. "How did you know where I was?" I asked him turning to see him. His eyes were closed as the water hit his face, making him look so much younger than he really is. "I followed you. Like you said I did. I thought you might need me. I was right." I nodded and said, "You normally are." He chuckled and said, "I know." I giggled and said, "Why are we just sitting here, I need a shower, and you've got to go dry yourself off." He opened his eyes and looked at me and said coldly, "I just wanted to lay here a while. I'm sorry I kept you from your shower." He got up so fast I didn't have time to catch myself before I fell off him and my arm slid across the metal part on his bath tube, cutting open my arm. "Shit." I cursed. "Oh my god. Are you okay Star? I'm so fucking sorry." He said helping me up. "It's okay. I'm used to it." I said in a small voice hoping he wouldn't ask. "What do you mea- what are those?" He asked as one of his hand touched the inside of my thigh, where my scars were. "I used to be depressed. I'm still taking anti-depressants." I whispered as I washed off the gash on my arm. "You're acting as if you bleeding uncontrollably is normal." He said to me, taking my arm and wrapping it up with gauze. "It was for me." I answered looking into his beautiful blue eyes. Please kiss me. I was shocked at my own thoughts. I've never been kissed before, never had a boyfriend, or never had sex before. I'm pretty lame. "Why?" He asked his arms on my waist, as they were when he was holding me in the rain. "Why what?" I asked raising my eyebrows. "Why did you cut?" He asked pulling my loser. "I can't tell you." I whispered. I pulled out of his grip. "Why? Do you not trust me to tell me?" He asked stepping closer. "You don't tell me anything. So why should I tell you anything?" I asked as I dried of with a towel and I pulled the shirt he gave me over my head. I walked from the bathroom to the living room. My converses were on the floor. I slipped them on and Niall said, "Where are you going?" I turned around and said, "Home. I'll give you your shirt back when I get my dress back. Goodbye Niall." Then I ran out his door. I knew where I was going, so that's a bonus. "Star!" I heard Niall yell. I looked over my shoulder as I ran. He was a bit behind, but knowing my body, he'd catch up easy. "Stop!" He yelled. I willed myself to go faster, cause I could now hear his footsteps. Then I reached my street, about ten minutes later, I was out of breath, but Niall was still behind me. He had stopped yelling about five minutes ago. I tripped on my steps and I just lay there, and I cried. It was pouring down rain and here I was, laying in only a t-shirt and converses, on the sidewalk, crying. I looked up at the sky, it was grey and rain was getting in my eyes. "Oh my god. Are you okay Star!?" I heard his voice say. "Leave me alone!" I cried holding my scars, they were now bleeding. "Star? Hey get away from her you bastard!" I heard a new voice. "No!" Niall shouted at the person. "Please." I said in my normal voice, the light slowly slipping away from my eyes. I could no longer feel my legs, I'm guessing from hypothermia, but it could also be from lose of blood.

niall

I shouted at the person, who I think name was Louis or Liam, the one that was arguing with Star when I was holding her, in the rain. I don't know how to explain, but this girl, Star, she was so very different. She doesn't take any crap. I know that from the way she ran out of the school, after her brother said something to her. She was beautiful as well. Her red hair and bright green eyes. When I held her close to me, in my bathroom, I wanted to so badly kiss her, I almost did, but she backed away from me. Now I looked at her as she said, "Please." In a hushed tone. "Star? Babe? Are you alright?" The boy asked running towards her. Babe? I thought. This must be her boyfriend. I backed away from her and I ran. I don't know where I was going, but I just ran. In the distance I could hear the boy, yelling for Harry, Liam, and Zayn. Which are I'm guessing the other lads' that had been there earlier. I wasn't paying attention, well until it was to late. I saw two bright lights and I heard a noise, the honking of a horn. I looked just in time to see a very big truck, a semi-truck, I closed my eyes, hoping it was a dream. Then suddenly I was air born.

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