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I woke up and felt something on my head, it wasn't a pillow. I opened my eyes to see a chest. I smiled as memories from last night came back to me. I sat up, whimpering when I felt pain in my lower area. "Are you okay Love?" Niall asked opening his eyes, sitting up. "It hurts a bit." I managed to say through the pain. If you're wondering what happened to me, I gave my virginity to Niall, and I don't even have any doubts about it. I don't regret it either. I love him, but even if he doesn't I wouldn't mind, as long as he didn't leave. "How about I draw a bath?" He suggested. I nodded blushing. "Don't worry Love. It'll pass. I'll be right back." He kissed me and got up, pulling on some boxers and walked into the bathroom. I laid back down and smiled. I heard my phone ringing. "Mleh!" I said and I rolled over, ignoring the pain, and grabbing my phone. "Hello?" I answered not looking at the caller ID. "Where are you? I've been looking everywhere for you!" Harry's voice boomed in my ears. "Well I went out and got drunk and slept with some random man." I said as serious as I could. "Where are you? I'm coming to get you." He asked. I heard him grabbing his keys. "I don't know. All I can remember is that I'm about 4 hours away from home." I lied through my teeth. "Okay I'll go to the nearest bar and ask around. I love you sis." He said. I just hung up. If he loves me then I'd like to see what the hate is. I put my phone back on Niall's dresser and laid back down. I heard footsteps coming towards me but I didn't care. I felt the bed dip in and then someone straddled me. I smiled and opened my eyes. There he was. Niall. "Come on love." He said. He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the bed, surprisingly I didn't feel any pain. I then realized I wasn't wearing anything and he was looking at me. "You're beautiful. " he said as if reading the bad thoughts that were coming into my head. I smiled a bit and we walked to the bathroom, hand in hand. When we got into the bathroom I noticed he made a bubble bath. "You like?" He asked me. I smiled and nodded and turned to see him taking his boxers off. He got in the tube and said, "Getting in? Or am I gonna have to take a bath by myself?" He teased. I shook my head climbed in. Whimpering when I stepped over the edge, hurting my lower area. I sat down the end opposite of him and enjoyed the warm water as my legs were tangled in Niall's. "Come here." He said to me. I moved into his lap. His legs were around my waist as my legs were straight. His front pressing into my back. I leaned my head on his shoulder and he turned his head to kiss me. It was an amazing kiss. (Pic up top) Suddenly the door banged open. "What the hell is going on?"

Harry's POV

I knew my sister was lying to me when she said she got drunk and stayed the night with a boy. She's a virgin and wouldn't let just some random man take that from her. Right now I was on my way to Niall's place to ask if she'd been by here. I knocked on the door. No answer. I looked in his driveway, his car was here. I opened the door, it wasn't locked. I walked in, shutting the door behind me, and I listened for any noise. I heard a voice say, "Come here." It wasn't directed to me either. I heard a bunch of slashing and then nothing else. I followed the noise to the bathroom, at least that's what I think this door is. I opened the door, hoping I didn't see anything I didn't want to. My eyes widened as I took in the two people in the bath tube. "What the hell is going on?" I asked looking at my sister, who was in Niall's arms, also his arm was covering her breasts. I guess that's good thing. "Why are you here?" She asked, looking up at me with those green eyes of hers. She looked a lot like dad but with red hair, instead of brown. "I was looking for you." I growled. Niall seemed calm. "Come on get out of there we're going home." I said tossing her a towel. She looked at Niall but sighed and stood up. I looked away as she wrapped the towel around herself. She scrunched up her face when she stepped over the tub. "I'll talk to you later." She muttered to Niall. I followed her out of the bathroom and she said, "I'll be right back. I need to get dressed." I nodded and told her to hurry up.

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I left a small note on Niall's dresser after I finished getting dressed.

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The ride home was silent. The only noise was Harry's heavy breathing and the hum of Harry's range rover. When we got to the house I got out of the car slowly, hoping not to show any signs of pain in front of Harry. "Hurry up." He barked from the front door. The other guys were here too, I saw their cars.

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"What could you possibly want now?" I asked him as they all sat on the couch, me standing, cause of course I didn't want to sit. "I told him to stay away from you! Then you go ahead and to bath with him? What the hell Star?! Why don't either of you guys listen! I told him that if he didn't stay away from you I'd tell you about his plans with you!" Harry yelled at me. His face was red. The guys were just looking back and forth between us. "Well I'm going upstairs while you shout at no one because I didn't stay away from him or how he didn't stay away from me."

I said heading towards the door. "Don't you want to know his plans are?" Harry asked. I looked at him and said, "No. I heard you guys talking yesterday." I turned to Liam, "I ran up the stairs when I heard you coming. Niall isn't planning on anything with me." I deafened him. "Are you sure cause it looked like he didn't even care when I walked in on your little bubble bath!" Harry screamed at me. "I told him to stay away from you." Harry said, his voice getting higher, but only slightly. "Well that sure as hell didn't keep him out of my panties, now did it Styles!" I screamed at him. Harry's eyes widened and he slapped me.

Straight across my face.

I'm sure if the neighbors were listening they'd hear. The guys gasped. I looked at Harry through the tears I'm letting fall. "Yep. That's how we do it. Huh Harry. We hit girls. I used to think you and Daddy had nothing alike, but I was wrong. You're so much like him. When Daddy hit Mommy you always told me you'd never hit me, or another women. I knew you'd snap. Just because I'm not a virgin anymore, you slap me. Well, guess you are a Styles." I stepped closer to him, well basically in his face and said, "Well I am too." I turned to walk away then thought of something. So I turned back and slapped him, with all my strength, so hard it hurt my own hand and his head moved to the right.

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