{completed}☆I Am Who I Am☆

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I'm currently walking on the streets. After I slapped Harry I stormed out of my house, in pain, and now I have no idea where I'm going. All I knew was that Harry broke his promise to me.

•Flashback•

"Who is Kevin?!" Daddy yelled at my Mommy. I sat on the stairs and watched my Daddy hit my Mommy. I was crying because I didn't want Daddy to hit me, but I didn't want Daddy to hit Mommy either. Daddy stopped and Mommy fell on the floor, but my Mommy was strong, she didn't cry because she was hurt. I stood up and said, "Mommy?" Both of their heads turned to look at me. When Daddy started to come near me I turned around and ran back upstairs. I ran to Harry's room and I went in. He was in their with his friend Liam. "Harry!" I cried and made him hugged me. "What's wrong baby?" He asked picking me up in his arms. My brother was always taller than me and he is 13 and I am 8. "Daddy hit Mommy." I cried into his shirt and he patted my back. "Tell me exactly what happened love." He said making me sit on his lap. I told him and he said, "Baby I promise to you I won't ever hit you, or any women. So don't be afraid of me." I never wanted to be in my brothers arms so much before.

•Over•

I wiped my tears on my sleeve and kept walking. My heels were making my feet hurt. I sat down on some bench and took them off. When my feet touched the ground I smiled. The ground was nice and warm. I held my heels in my hand as I walked through town. "Star?" I heard someone say. I turned to see an old friend. "Chloe?" I asked looking at the red haired girl in front of me. "Oh my god! It's been forever!" She squealed and crushed me into a hug. I hugged her back. You see, Chloe is my best friend from grade 8 and she's the only one who knew about my problems. Then she moved and they got worse. "It's been WAY to long." I agreed as she pulled away. "Yes. Are you planning on going anywhere?" She asked me raising an eyebrow. I shook my head and said, "Trying to get away from Harry." Her eyes told me she understood. "By any chance is Liam single?" She asked blushing. I chuckled and said, "Liam is always single. For you babe he would he even if he had a girlfriend." I joked. She smiled and said, "Well come on. Let's get some coffee and catch up." I nodded and we talked on our way to Starbucks. "So you're saying that bruise on your cheek came from Harry?" She asked in disbelief. I nodded and said, "Yep." She nodded slowly and said, "I'm sorry to say this Star but your brother is kind of like your father." I nodded and said, "I told him the same thing." Her eyes lit up and she said, "What exactly did you say? Like word for word." I thought about it and said, "I said and I quote, ' Yep. That's how we do it. Huh Harry. We hit girls. I used to think you and Daddy had nothing alike, but I was wrong. You're so much like him. When Daddy hit Mommy you always told me you'd never hit me, or another women. I knew you'd snap. Just because I'm not a virgin anymore, you slap me. Well, guess you are a Styles.' Then I slapped him back as hard as I could and said, 'Well I am too.' Then I walked out." I explained everything to her. She laughed and said, "That's great." She was in hysterics because she thought that was hilarious.

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"Well it was lovely seeing you again. Call me tomorrow if you wanna go shopping." Chloe yelled from her car. She had dropped me off at Niall's house. I waved and walked up to his door. I didn't know weather to knock or not so I rang the doorbell. I looked around and then I heard, "I'll get it baby. Don't worry about it." It wasn't Niall's voice either. "We can both get it." I heard. That was Niall. The door opened to reveal a pretty blonde girl, and Niall. She had fresh love bites on her neck and she was half naked. "Can I help you?" She asked. I blinked back my tears and said, "No sorry. I have the wrong house. I'm sorry to disturb your afternoon. I'm sorry. Bye." With that said I walked down the steps and walked away.

Harry was right. I wasn't going home so I went to the nearest house I knew. Louis'. I stared up at the black house with a red door. I finally knocked in the door. Maybe one if Louis' sisters were visiting or something. I heard the door open and he asked, "Star?" Then I was brought into a hug. I hugged him back and I cried. "What's wrong?" He asked picking me up, carefully, and walking into his house while I cried. "Harry was right." I sobbed. I couldn't understand what I was feeling but I didn't like it. "Lou I can't feel anything. It hurts too much to feel and I feel too much to hurt." I sobbed into his chest. "Sh. It's alright love. It's going to be alright. I promise you, everything will be alright." Louis said to me. He had set me down on his bed and was looking at me with concern. "How do you know Louis? How do you know everything is going to be okay?" I asked looking up at him. "I know it's going to be okay because you have me now. I'm going to help you in any way that I can." He said to me looking down at me with those blue eyes of his. "Can I get you anything?" He asked me raising a brow. I looked at him and said, "Will you kiss me?" His eyes widened and he said, "Why baby?" I wiped my tears and said, "I want you. Right now. Please?" I asked him grabbing his shirt. "Harry will kill me Star." Louis said looking at me. His eyes full of want. "Who cares about him?" I asked him. He sighed and I sat up, he was now in between my legs and I was starring up at him. "Well..." he looked around searching for a reason. His eyes widened and he said, "I don't have any condoms." I looked on his dresser and his drawer was open. I took the foil packet and showed it to him. "It's fine if you don't want to." I shrugged and set it down and I laid down and turned my back towards him. He doesn't like when I ignore him or if I'm mad at him. "Star, I really want to but you're upset and it would be wrong. I'm not like that." He said walking around the bed and sitting on it, laying down to where he was now beside me. "Please Louis?" I asked moving closer to him. His eyes gave him away. I smiled and kissed him. Then one thing led to another.

Now that little foil packet is gone.

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