Pubber of the Year ... 2016

From Deep Within (CelestialCandle)

From Deep Within

I see it all.

People tumble and buildings crumble.

Nothing is left except for me.

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Sometimes I stumble.

But there's nothing to hold on to.

No houses and not a single tree.

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I myself am a stranger and led myself to destruction.

I tried to carry the weight but I let go.

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I fell deep into danger,

Yet not a stranger to the coldness of this heavy snow,

That not only stuck with me

But within me it seeps and slowly grows.

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"Bury this soul of mine far, far away."

I say.

"A place where no one stays.

A place in which I may peacefully lay."

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No one replies.

No one appears.

It's just my lonely thoughts

And the slightest twinkle of my tears.

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Here my heart shatters.

It's here where I remain.

A desolate desert, yet a thunderous rain

For my wandering mind to go insane.

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"No one seems to care."

A faint whisper.

One day it'll drive me mad.

One day this heart I'll tear.

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I'll throw it all away one day.

This world that I have built.

It'll simply fade away someday.

If only it'd do the same with my guilt.

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I suggest you give up and leave.

Something I did years ago,

The moment I let myself dwell and be deceived.