when i came home, early and quiet my mom knew something was wrong.
"what's the matter? did something happen?" i shake my head no, and quietly and quickly make my way to my bedroom.
as soon as i close the door, i lose it.
i cry because i feel guilty.
i left him alone. just like that, with no reason or excuse.
he made me upset but he didn't deserve that. i resent my actions.
i cry because i feel dirty.
I've kept inside all my animosity towards what happened to me. i never told anyone. not even my mother.
i cry because i feel frustrated.
angry. sad.
so many, too many, emotions are swimming in my head.
i feel hopeless. everything is coming back to me and i have absolutely no control over it.
i cried because i was exhausted, I think.
i cry myself to sleep on the floor.
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broken eyes
Cerita Pendek"his eyes were a light shade of blue, almost grey, like his eyes were what sadness feels like. "
