Should I?

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by sanchezchasity

by sanchezchasity

Should I?

I stare down at my plate thinking

How am I going to eat all of this?

Do I have to eat?

Can I just skip this meal?

Maybe if I just make it look like I ate they will believe me

What if I just say i'm not hungry?

But in reality i'm starving

My body is shutting down

I need to eat

I have to eat

I have no choice

How will I get better?

The more I look at my plate the guiltier I feel about eating

I don't deserve to eat

Those girls said it best

I am to fat to deserve eating

There right

Eating is no longer a right

Eating has become a privilege for me