Stronger

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by sanchezchasity

by sanchezchasity

Stronger

The anxiety is strong

The depression is stronger

The anorexia and bulimia is a killer

I am constantly getting crushed by these disorders

They take turns kicking me around

Its very rare when they leave me alone

I am so happy

I don't constantly worry or think about the past

I don't want to be alone and sleep

I don't to skip a meal or throw it all up

It's my own kind of heaven

But when they come back

I feel as if i'm in a torture chamber

I can't think,breath or feel

But I can see

I can see what they're doing to me

But I refuse to let them torture me anymore

So I reached out for help

I am recovering and learning new battle moves to defeat

Anxiety

Depression

Anorexia

Bulimia

Ibs

I refuse to take the torture anymore

I am stronger than I was yesterday