Stronger
The anxiety is strong
The depression is stronger
The anorexia and bulimia is a killer
I am constantly getting crushed by these disorders
They take turns kicking me around
Its very rare when they leave me alone
I am so happy
I don't constantly worry or think about the past
I don't want to be alone and sleep
I don't to skip a meal or throw it all up
It's my own kind of heaven
But when they come back
I feel as if i'm in a torture chamber
I can't think,breath or feel
But I can see
I can see what they're doing to me
But I refuse to let them torture me anymore
So I reached out for help
I am recovering and learning new battle moves to defeat
Anxiety
Depression
Anorexia
Bulimia
Ibs
I refuse to take the torture anymore
I am stronger than I was yesterday
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Midnight Thoughts
PoetryA collection of original poems written from the mind of a young teen.