Teach Me How To Be Sexy, Mr Barakat (Jack Barakat, Teacher/Student Fan Fiction)

Chapter Eleven

It was the night of the party and as I got myself sorted, I was getting less and less nervous. It’s just a party, my first ever high school party but I didn’t mind that being my first and at my age it’s what 16 year old girls do, get ready and kiss any guy they want but for me that’s not going to happen, I just want to have a good time and hopefully get a kiss from Josh as he tells his love for me and we can finally be together.

My crush on Josh has grown since yesterday and I really like him…a lot. He was going to be here in any moment and as I put my bracelets on when I bought my hideous clothes with Cass, I walked downstairs and already saw my step-mum talking to Josh. Josh looked at me and gasped as I giggled to myself. I’ve seen in movies of when the guys looks at you like he’s seen a ghost it’s a sign that he thinks you’re beautiful. “Wow Carly…” he trailed and stared at me more.

I was wearing a nice, strap less dress with a white skater skirt and then black around my chest area and thankfully I’ve got boobs, it looks well. I had a long necklace with a key and then a black leather jacket to go with it and of course my black doc martens. My hair was curled and nice tartan head bands to keep my side fringe off my face. I applied the usual makeup but added the red lipstick and blush on my cheeks. “Thanks, you look handsome as well,” I blushed as I checked him out. He was only wearing a checked shirt and jeans but it really suited him.

We left my house and he drove us to Lisa’s as I gave him directions on where to go and while in the car I decided to confess my feelings once and for all instead of it bottling inside me and then spurting out like a volcano at a bad time. “Josh?” I asked him and he looked at me but still kept his eyes on the road.

“Yeah Carly?” he asked.

“I think I might…” I trailed getting myself worked up. “I think I might like you,” I said.

“That’s awesome because I really like you too,” he smiled.

“No like, like you more than a friend…” I trailed off and we were already at Lisa’s house. He stopped the car and unclipped his seat belt and moved to look at me.

“Carly…I really like you but as a friend. I’m not friend zoning you but I should’ve told you this at the start but I’m gay…” he said and I looked at him shocked. “The reason why I asked you on a date because I wanted you to show me around but also to have a friend that liked me for not who I am,” he said and looked down at his hands.

“Josh I’m fine if you’re gay but what about the time when we nearly kissed?” I asked him.

“I don’t know that was spur of the moment but I was happy that we didn’t. Please don’t take it the wrong way,” he said but I nodded my head.

“It’s okay I’m fine that you’ve told the truth but now I feel stupid because I fancy a gay guy,” I sheepishly giggled and he smiled.

“I find that rather awesome but I hope we can still be friends,” he said and I nodded my head giving him a hug.

“We will still be friends," I chuckled and he laughed. We got out the car and walked towards Lisa’s house. “So who are you liking anyway?” I winked and he blushed.