Tomorrow was the party and honestly I was quite scared of it all but luckily Josh’s going to be there and I’m going to confess my feelings for him tomorrow. I found out that I really like Josh (not as much as Alex still) but I want him to be my first ever boyfriend. He’s really nice, lovely, funny and such an awesome guy to be around with. I was actually sitting next to Josh at lunch today but it was awkward between us, well me anyway but maybe because I’m nervous about tomorrow. “So who’s excited for the party tomorrow bitches!” Alex shouted interrupting my thoughts once again and we all looked at him nodding our heads but I was lying. “You don’t look certain Carly,” Alex said. Dammit! Why can he read me like a closed book?
“I’m fine honestly, what time is everybody going to be there?” I asked him changing the subject. Rian, Zack and Alex looked at me knowing I don’t want to talk about it and looked away.
“Around 7 but people are going earlier so half past 6?” he said and we all nodded our heads.
“I’ll pick you up then.” Josh looked at me and I smiled at him nodding my head. He grinned and I sigh at his amazing smile.
“So…Zacky? How was the date with Sierra?” I asked winking as he blushed.
“She’s my g-girlfriend,” he stuttered and I awed at how adorable it was and I even went over the table and gave him a hug.
“Where is she?” I asked him.
“Over there.” he said pointing and being the best friend I am I wanted to get over here…my way.
“Oi Sierra! C’mon over here to be with your boyfriend!” I shouted over the canteen and everybody looked at me weirdly and I saw Sierra awkwardly walking towards us with her bottle of water and came over.
“Yeah?” her southern Mexican accent rose and I smiled at her.
“Why don’t you hang out with us at lunch?” I asked her as she waved at Zack and he waved back.
“Uh…sure if you guys want me too?” she asked everyone and they all nodded their heads and then she cuddled with Zack and we spoke to everyone and I was happy Zack was happy because even though he’s quiet and likes to keep things to himself; I’m happy that Sierra is keeping him happy.
I wasn’t going to Jack’s after school because I had to much homework and revising to do but he didn’t seem to mind and he even said to come round whenever I want to for more revising and I don’t mind that.
After school; I rode the bus back with everybody else that I don’t normally take but the guys wanted me to for some weird reason and we were all going back to Rian’s house. Sierra was with us too and it will be nice to keep to her instead of the guys bombarding her with questions that aren’t even suitable.
We arrived at Rian’s and Rian’s mum was there so I was busy talking to her while everybody else was in the basement playing with the instruments that Rian’s older brother had.
I walked down and accidentally bumped into Josh and as we were really close, I could feel his hot breath on my face. I really wanted to kiss him but then I shouldn’t because…well I don’t know. “Oh sorry.” He said but I shook my head knowing its okay. We moved aside and we walked our separate ways and as I got to the bottom of the stairs I could see the guys looking at me smirking.
“What?” I asked confused.
“You like him.” Rian winked and I chuckled.
“No I don’t,” I lied.
“Yes you do, look you’re blushing even thinking about it.” Zack said.
“Guys stop it, okay I do but he doesn’t like me back so it’s okay,” I said and sat on the couch with Alex dangerously close to me. “Should you be helping Lisa for tomorrow?” I asked him but he shook his head.
“Nah she’s busy with shit and I think you should to because you have homework.” he winked and I got everything out.
“That’s why I’m doing it now.” I smirked at him and I done some of it with Alex helping me because I can’t do maths for shit!
I went home after and I was in my room revising after dinner and I was just listening to Blink 182 and I looked at my wardrobe and looked at my clothes that I miss wearing. No more jumpers and jeans, hello skirts and blouses but it’s not me. I think I’m going to stop wearing all the things Cass and I have bought for me and throw them away.
I did that, I got a bin liner and chucked all my new clothes and finally got into some skinny jeans and a checked shirt with my Blink 182 t-shirt underneath and I smiled at my appearance, no more missus pretty girl.
I slumped back onto my bed and I thought about tomorrow night. I wonder what will happen?
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Carly likes Josh or does she?!>.<
Felt like I wanted to update because tomorrow is the party!:O and my mum's out so I have the laptop:D who's ready for the drama? I know I am;)
Just a filler and short but hope you like it!
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