Chapter 6: Crushes Part 2

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I don't know why, but I feel like this journal is actually helping me talk about things that I could never talk about with other people which is a good thing :)
Well anyways since I feel like I'll be talking about my crushes a lot, I might as well just give them code names to make mentioning them easier.
Guy #1: Hair guy (cuz he's always combing his hair)
Guy #2: A-hole (bcuz he is one)

U like my names or nah 😂?

Well anyways let's update on A-hole first cuz he's more interesting. I recently started texting him and his texts have me dying of happiness and laughter. During PE, he's lately been teasing me more often and I am usually annoyed/happy when he does the following:

Poke me in the stomach bcuz I hate being touched
Jump on top of me
Ruffle my hair (he basically likes to mess up my master piece)
Call me weird names like sexy beast
Stand next to me during warm ups even when he's not supposed to
He loves to scare me bcuz I'm very tense
And send me the most inappropriate videos 😖

And just to let u guys know y his name is A-hole: it's bcuz he calls me names like flat-chested or makes fun of my forehead 😭

But then again the other day he admitted to looking at my butt....
ALRIGHT NEXT PARAGRAPH!
I also don't know if this means anything, but he also likes all my pics on insta. BUT HE TAKES FOREVER TEXTING ME BACK 😭😭!
I am so confused u guys!!!!
If any of u think he likes me or not plz comment bcuz I'm that desperate to know 😭!

-Samantha

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