Bad boys and broken hearts. {WATTYS 2017}

Chapter 18 // Old feelings

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I lay in bed my whole body sore, I hate being pregnant and I have to do this whole pregnancy thing again. I make one slight move and sharp pains dart down my whole body, making me wince out very loudly. I just lay down sprawled out across the bed, my stomach not noticeable but bigger than wanted. Liam walks into the room looking at me and somehow finding the state he put me in very funny and adorable, which I do not.

I throw a pillow at him, which he catches it with ease. He lays his body beside mine, sliding his warm hands under my shirt, rubbing my 2 month pregnant stomach. I just wanna place my face into the crook of his neck and cry myself to sleep. The pain I'm in makes no sense, but finally I got over my morning sickness, engaged and pregnant shouldn't I be happy?

I don't know at this point, I should be but even though he loves me enough not to break me but I thought that the first time. I can feel myself falling for other people even though I'm madly in love with Liam. I can feel myself falling for Zayn all over again and Niall at the same time while Liam wraps his arms around me.

I shut my eyes, Niall and Zayn the only thing I can think about besides my sore body. He kisses my forehead, his warm lips comforting me, I shut my eyes trying my best to clear my mind under his warm touch. The door bell rings, making me groan louder than intended to, Liam goes to answer it and I also stand going to the door. I feel like I'm wobbling towards the door as my parents walk through it, my eyes become wide and I'm not sure how to feel. I can feel myself getting really sick to my stomach as I know my mom is gonna judge me, she takes a seat on the couch along with my father.

"Mom. Dad." I greet them nervously.

"Eva. Liam." My dad greets back before shutting up, waiting for my mom to speak.

"I see your pregnant... Again." She says.

"And I see you're still a judger."

"I'm home, babe!" Mac walks through the door followed by everyone else, when she sees my mom she pushes everyone out the back door and stands beside me.

"Mackenzie, long time no see. What happen to Toni and Levontionna? Eva." My mother asks.

Mac nods to my mom.

"Toni's studying to be a vet in America and Levontionna is still in India helping out."

"My first impression on those girls were that they were no good for you but now I'm wishing my daughter would be more like them... Not 19, engaged and pregnant, what happen to that scholarship? Did you turn it down?"

"No I didn't and it's funny how your wishing I was like another person's child one minute than the next saying you love me and I'm perfect... Fuck off because last time I saw you was when I was in the hospital, after that you haven't called and checked up on me."

"Watch your mouth Eva Marie Anderson."

"I will do as I please in my house, as you said I'm 19... I'm fucking grown, I can take care of myself, I'm the one carrying this child, not you!"

"Eva, it's cool." Liam places his hand on my shoulder.

"No, it's not... Get the fuck out..." I pause. "You know what never mind. Stay. Make yourself comfortable." I grab my coat walking to my car as fast as I can.

Liam tries to stop me but I don't listen, I get in my car calling the only person I use to run to with my problems.... Zayn. I wait for him to answer.

"Babe, I haven't seen your number in awhile." He sounds more than happy to hear my voice.

"Can we meet up?" I ask, I know it's a little stupid to go to my ex with my problems exspecially when he's a father and I'm engaged and pregnant.