Bad boys and broken hearts. {WATTYS 2017}

Chapter 38 // Druken arguments [MATURE]

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It was happening again, I couldn't breath and my hands were shaking so bad. Trembles wracked through my body and my vision spotted. Toni's at my side in a second, shoving pills and water at me. I thought I was getting better but they're getting worse, now they just happen randomly no matter what I'm feeling. My nerves calm after so long and now I feel like a drink. However, Toni and I have a plane to catch, so the drinking would have to wait until after I get back to London.

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The ride was exhausting and I was glad Liam wasn't home to ruin the mood even worse. I knew he was still upset about me no longer wanting kids but he'd have to get over it. Toni texts Levontionna to join us for drinks as I get dressed. I text Justin and I get a reply almost instantaneously. We haven't spoken since that day in the restaurant, I suppose it was time to make up. He was my hot bartender friend anyway. How else would I get free drinks?

*Give me a hour.* His text reads.

That's enough time for me to finishing getting ready and text a few other people. Everyone I needed to text gets added into a group message. I finally finish getting dressed and text Toni that I'm going to the store. When I get to the store I buy some wrapping paper and a pretty bow, taking it back to my house. I wrap Levontionna's gift quickly and just as I'm tying the bow, her and Toni walk in.

"Happy birthday." I stand and hug her.

I push her gifts into her hands before she refuse them and rush outside. Toni and Levontionna hurries into the car and Levontionna opens her gifts as we drive to the bar. I make her go ahead of us and wait to hear the word surprise. My eyes are only one place when I pass threshold of the club and that's Justin. He smirks that smirk at me and I almost swoon. I nod my head, giving him a look and he immediately sets up spin the bottle. Every drink in the bar is set up in a cup waiting for the bottle to spin and pick it's victim. Justin and I immediately start the game, others joining one after one.

I can feel the alcohol taking its claim on my body. I leave the game and find my friends, starting to dance with them. I feel carefree and a little tipsy as I grind to the music, and the night sky outside agrees. However, I can Liam's eyes on me the entire time, but I can't tell if it's out of lust or anger. I'm bound to find out, however, as he makes his way towards me and drags me away from prying eyes. I snatch my wrist away almost immediately.

"What?" I hiss.

I know he can smell the alcohol on my breath and hear the attitude in my tone. I just wanted to enjoy my best friend's birthday without any issues but I guess he had other plans.

"What is wrong with you?" Liam questions, slightly glaring at me.

"With me? I'm fine. You're the one dragging me out of the room — forcibly, may I add." I glare back, if Liam wanted an argument he was going to get one.

"Are you cheating on me, Eva?"

"Excuse me? I must be hearing things. Did you really just fucking ask me that?"

"Yes. I did. Are. You. Cheating. On. Me?"

"I should dump your ass right now for even forming the words in your mind. If I wanted to cheat on you I would of by now."

As I said the words, guilt ate me alive. If only Liam knew how true my words were because I had already cheated and it would forever be a secret Zayn, Toni and I keep with us. However, I keep a straight face with my fiancé as the emotion of guilt paints its way across his face.

"I'm sorry." Liam whispers.

"If I can't have male friends, you can't have female friends. And if that's the case, Liam we have no type of trust in our relationship."

I push pass him and head straight to the bar, planning on drowning out all my thoughts. Justin pours me drink after drink upon request and doesn't stop to question my motives. The room starts to spin and I know I've just about drunk enough. I spot Levontionna giggling away with Niall out of the corner of my eye and his pregnant girlfriend not to far away. I laugh to myself knowing Niall Horan was gonna get himself in trouble if he couldn't keep his hands to himself. I down one more shot of tequila before finding Toni on the dance floor. I grind with my best friend, turning on any guy surrounding us. We both laugh as alcohol courses through our veins.

Liam watches us from his spot in the shadows and even if he was angry with me earlier, I can tell he's getting just as turned on as any other guy here. Finally, he walks up to me and pulls me away from my best friend, only for her to start dancing with the next available person. Liam slips through the shadows and into the bathroom. As soon as the door closes and locks behind us, his hands are on my waist. Drunk or not, I can feel every movement his hands make and right now there hastily trying to lift my dress. Jumping onto the sink, I crash my lips against his with such a force. The force behind our actions show the emotions we still have built up against each other.

However, it all disappears when his fingers dig inside me. I place my hands against the wall, bracing myself for the feelings Liam is causing. He withdraws his fingers, and I feel empty without him before he licks them clean. He kisses me forcing me to taste myself and slides into me without breaking the kiss. I curl my hands in his hair and deepen our kiss. Liam thrusts into me and holds my body to his. With every thrust I can feel him in my lower abdominal and it's funny how a drunken argument can turn into drunken, heated sex. Liam's lips are like sweet assaults to my neck and I try to keep in the moans begging to escape my lips. I know the massive hickey there will be tomorrow, I can feel it in the way he sucks and nibbles on my skin.

"Liammm." A small, quiet moan leaves my lips and Liam deepens the assaults to my body.

I'm all but begging Liam to keep going as I come to my max. We both know that we both have reached our limit and Liam pulls out before we have the chance to spill into each other. We quickly fix ourselves before heading back to the party. If it wasn't for the dim lights and strong smell of sweat and alcohol, it'd be obvious the crimes we just committed in the bathroom. I lead Liam to the bar and we order two shots of whiskey each.

"Hey, let's head home." Liam says into my ear.

I nod a response and allow him to lead the way to his car. I love this man, but guilt was eating me alive and now it was just a matter of time before I either Wilted away from guilt or spilled every dark secret I held dear.

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Chapter 38 of Bad boys and broken hearts

Wow just wow. That chapter was intense. From heated arguments to heated sex. Liam and Eva have the perfect relationship, I just love them. But remember what's perfect doesn't last long.

I already have the plot of the next chapter planned out. Will they get over the bumpy road?

Levontionna's birthday isn't actually until February but I needed something to throw in here since we already talked about Toni's birthday. Happy late birthday to me, actually! Just last week. Proud 17.

❤️ Tianna