Insane

Chapter 13

Dear Daniel,

Insanity.

I would say that is a good description of my life. It fits the people I met and myself. I guess I always knew I was crazy. Crazy enough to believe that I would get over Gideon. Crazy enough to believe that I might be happy again.

You are the greatest thing to happen to me since Gideon. Thank you for being apart of my life.
You always said you wanted to know my past, but the thing is...you are my past and my present and my future. I can hardly stay mad at you. Death has a weird way of making those things seem so unimportant.
You once asked these things. My favorite color is hazel. The first thing I do when I get up in the morning is ruffle my hair and yawn. My favorite band is Radnor. My favorite music is classical.
I know most people would write a note when they do this sort of thing, but a book seemed much more appropriate. I know you don't think this is the best idea, but honestly, I can't do it anymore. It's too much to deal with and I'm sorry. I wish you the best of luck for your future, for I know it will be great. Please just know that my death isn't a sad thing. It's a good thing. And please remember that I love you and will always be watching over you...

~ the insane Ashwin Thomas Greene.