Chapter 14:

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When I wake up all I see is bright lights. At first I don't remember what happened but when everything starts coming back I freak. I look around and saw that Ashton was talking to the doctor. I tried to speak but all that came out was a croak sound and they turned to look at me. "Good Miss Hemmings you are awake" the doctor spoke walking towards me. "What happened" I manage to speak "they babies are growing fast and your body is weighing down that it's stressing you out. The babies are fine for now but with your condition you need to be on bed rest until they come" I look over at Ashton "so they are ok" I say placing my hand on my stomach "yes very ok. I'm going to leave now if you need anything let me know" I nod and she walks out.

When she leaves Ashton walks to my bedside "so everything is good" I look at him" "yes everything is good" he starts and grabs my hand hand again "but we seriously need to quit meeting up again at the hospital" I chuckle "I agree" I manage to move to one side of the bed "can you lay with please" I ask play pouting and sighs and gives in and gently lays on the bed next to me. I turn over on my side and somehow manage to lay my head on his chest. "I missed you Ash" I feel him wrap his arm around me " I missed you too" "what about the tour" "it's over we decided it was just time for me to be with you until the end" I look up "so the boys are back" "they are, they are here. Luke was freaking out just as much as I was when he found out" I smile.

"Can I see Luke" i ask "sleep first then you can" I huff "fine" I lay my head back to his chest falling asleep. When I wake up I notice it's been an hour so I look over at Ashton and see him still sleeping so I press a kiss to his lips and he stirs awake and looks at me. "Well hello beautiful" I smile at him "hello to you too, when do I get to leave this place" he looks nervous "what aren't you telling me" I press. "You have to stay until the babies come" my face falls "are you serious" I ask sadly "unfortunately". I go to say something when there is a knock on the door "come in" I yell and I see Luke pop his head in.

"Luke" I scream excitedly "Jessica" he screams back laughing as Ashton hops off the bed an helps me sit up. Luke sits on the edge of the bed beside me and pulls me into a hug. "Why do you always have to scare me like this Jess" I giggle "because it's fun but seriously I wish I didn't have to be here" he tilts his head "why" "because I want to be at home and I just really want to have these babies already" he grabs my hand. "They will be here soon enough" I sigh placing my other hand on top of my stomach "I know but I'm anxious to meet them" I smile. "That's if you make it" I hear him mumble and my face falls "wait what" "what" "why would you say that" "because there is still a possibility you won't make" I sigh "look Luke I appreciate you worrying but I will be fine" "and how do you know" "call it a mothers intuition".

"Look I have to go but Mom told me to tell you she can't get off of work right now to see you because if she does then she can't be here when you deliver" sighing I lay my head back on the pillow and nod "I will call her and talk to her in a bit" he nods as hug me before he leaves. "Remember I love you sis always..." "and forever yes I know" I hug back then he let's go and leaves. I realize now after talking with him about the possibility of not being able to see my babies. I might not be able to see then crawl or walk or even grow up. I start tearing up I guess Ashton noticed and hurries over to me "Jessi what's wrong are you ok" I lose it at that point "you do realize I might never see or babies right" he flinches "I can't talk about that" he tells me. "But why we need to talk about this in case something happens to me. I can't go through this not knowing what will happen. You have no idea how hard and difficult this is for me. These may be my last day with you" he stands up "don't you think I know that? When you called me all I could think about was losing you guys. You three are my life don't you get that? And now your making me think about not having you and I can't and won't" he practically yells at me. "Why are you yelling at me I just want to know what your going to do if I'm gone" "I your gone I will take care of them for you and that is that so please can we drop it" I nod "good. Are you hungry I was going to run to the cafeteria and grab something do you want something" he asks "sure I don't care what you get me" he nods and walks out and I break down.

M I turn to my side facing the window. I am hoping on things being ok because more than anything I want to be in these kids life, I want to marry him and have more kids. Even though I never thought about it I would love to make music, singing with Ashton made realize I could be something. Getting lost in my thoughts I don't realize he walked in and is watching me cry. He clears his throat and I turn my head and look at him and then turn on my back and sit up. I wipe my face as he pulls the tray table over and set the food on it. He looks all over my face "I'm really sorry I yelled at you, you didn't deserve that at all can you forgive me" I nod "I can but you can't always yell at me when something doesn't go your way" he grabs my hand "I should really stop being a jerk" I giggle "you should" "I love you" "I love you too jerk" he chuckles and let's go of my hand and we start eating.

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