Daddy Ashton

Ashton Filter Chapter:

[was listening to besides you by 5 Seconds of Summer and thought back to Jess was pregnant and Ashton left for your the last time and this is what keeps popping in my head so I finally wrote it down]


Enjoy!



Ashton's Pov:

We getting for a show and all that was Jessica. Was in pain? I pondered these thoughts for what seemed like forever when I finally decided to talk to her. I pull my phone out and text her.


To: Jessica

Can we Skype? I need to see you?


I wait for an answer and almost instantly she responds

From: Jessica

Yes I'm longed in can't wait to talk! (:


I put my phone down and grab the laptop I brought with me and open up to Skype. I see her name pop but and I click answer. When I see her I feel better. "Hey babe how are you feeling" I ask and she sighs "I'm ok a bit tired from taking care of Ryan" "isn't Jennifer there" "she is. Ryan won't leave my side he is really scared that Nick is going to come back" my face hardens then softens "I won't let him near you or our children and that includes Ryan" she smiles and I watch her place her hand on her stomach "they're kicking I wish you could be here to hold me and feel them".


My face falls "me too Jess" I sigh "Jess me and the boys recently recorded a song and it's for you. I wrote it and if it's ok the boys want to sing it for you" "ok let's here it". I tell her to hold on an I go and grab the boys and when we get back I see her talking to someone I can't make out "who's that" I ask "Jennifer" when she says that Michael's face lots up "have her sit down I bet he wants to sing this to her too" Jenn must of heard because she sits down her face glued to Michael's. We begin playing the song


[just saying I don't own the songs obviously]






"Within a minute I was all packed up
I've got a ticket to another world
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
Sudden words are hard to speak
When your thoughts are all I see
"Don't ever leave," she said to me"


I look at the screen and notice the tears and that she's holding her handing to her chest.



"When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky.
To the beat of our hearts at the same time.
So close but so far away.
(Can you hear me?)
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you."


Michael is watching Jennifer's reaction it's basically the same as Jess's but Jess is full out crying now.


"Another day, and I'm somewhere new.
I made a promise that I'll come home soon.
Bring me back, bring me back to you.
When we both wake up underneath the same sun.
Time stops, I wish that I could rewind.
So close but so far away
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
The pieces of us both
Under every city light
And they're shining as we fade into the night
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was...
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
I'm trying to find the words to say.
I wish I was, I wish I was beside you.
She lies awake.
Beside you.
I wish I was, I wish I was...
She sleeps alone.
My heart wants to come home.
I wish I was, I wish I was..."




As we end both girls are full out crying and I sit closer to the screen "you know I love right that I would trade anything in the world if it meant I didn't have you and even Ryan and the babies" she wipes her face and nods "I love you too, so much that's why it hurts" "I know babe but I will be home soon". In the distance me and the boys are being called so I have to get off. "Well Jess I really wish I didn't have to end this but they are calling us I love you and tell Ryan I love him too" "I love you too and I will tell him. Tell Luke and the boys bye for me" she says blowing a kiss and logs off. God I miss her so much.