January 12th
I actually enjoyed Christmas. It was only because of Ethan though.
I hate that he has to go back.
I want him to stay with me, I don't have much time and I want to spend as much time with him as possible.
He told me about what Grayson said, he's wrong.
Grayson needs to let go, he is still angry because Ethan spent more time with me than with his twin brother before he went to prison. Grayson blames me, thats why he got all his friends to bully me.
I just want them to be close, like they were before Josh.
This is all my fault, no one else is to blame.
Only me.
- Ashtyn Martinez
