It had been a long day never had i worked so hard not just physically but mentally. I laid my head on my pillow and thought back to when me and the guys had no worries.
FLASHBACK: YEAR 1938 just before the war
i laughed at steves attempts to wrestle bucky to the floor"Steve your gonna hurt yourself"I laugh"come on little man that all you got"bucky taunted"James stop taunting him"I laugh"I can beat you"Steve whined"sure you can"bucky laughed letting him go he walked over to me and gave me a peck"you two are gross"Steve complained"your just jealous loads of people thought she would be into you but really she is with me"bucky retorted this is true people assumed cause of my shy sweet and free spirt I would go for Steve big shock when I went with bucky. But no one not even Steve understands why I chose bucky over Steve he is cute no doubt but all those years ago a 10 year old bucky beat up some loser kid who tried to hit me and I've loved him ever since. I know I know it seems like such a small thing see back then me Bucky and Steve were just friends I guess it just changed somehow. I am forever greatful I have saved myself for the day me and bucky marry but not with the war threatening to start any day now. Steve sat at the bench across from me and bucky ."hey you two I was wondering"Steve spoke as me and bucky were busy Eskimo kissing but we heard"yeah"I let Steve know I heard"if you could live forever"he began"but we can't"bucky smiled"I know but if we could what would you spend your immortality doing"he asked"Steve why are you asking"I frowned this was unlike Steve to be so glum"you heard the radio, war could break out any day now"Steve reasoned."I would spend it with the man I love"I patted buckys chest"and my best friend"I pointed at Steve"I guess I have always felt we would be together forever"I smiled"I would get tired of you by then"bucky playfully smirked."jerk"I laughed as My mind snapped back into the reality of things.PRESENT DAY
i sighed forever was never gonna be a reality no one can put live there destiny if I lived through the war along with Steve and Bucky the likely hood was I would die grey and old in a few decades time just like Bucky but maybe that memory recall was meant for the purpose of irony because with Steve soon to be pumped of super soldier serum he may not age like myself and Bucky it could be 100 years before his cells even allow him to age again it's a side effect that couldn't be proven until his body showed lack of ageing in a few years time that's if he lived long enough. Steve was a brave man I hoped he would make it through the war and that bucky would come back and tell me he wants to start a big family I never told bucky about my want for children I told Steve I wanted a son so I could call him Anthony I loved that name. I had a hour to sleep so covered up and closed my eyes what I thought would be dreams were nightmares except this time no bucky or steve to cuddle me and tell me its fake for the first time in years I felt alone
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Captain America: The Chronicles Of Gracie Hart
FanficGracie a prodigy of her years brave,kind and smart But while the world fights its second war she is thrust into a fight of her own the fight between her heart and her mind. Is creating the worlds best soldier worth losing her best friend Steve and t...