Tsukiyama x Reader

Chapter Thirteen

You think all night long about everything. Your relationship. (f/n). Your parents. You think about the orchestra. About Annabelle and Jaden. You think about your safety. You feel Tsukiyama stir behind you, and you close your eyes pretending to be asleep. He leans over you and kisses your cheek softly. He kisses your temple and you feel him sit up. He walks into your bathroom and you hear the water of the bathtub running. It switches to the overhead shower and you hear the scraping of the metal rings cross the shower curtain rod as he pulls the curtain over. You quickly jump up and pull on some clothes. Jeans and a sweatshirt. You slip on shoes and grab (d/n)'s leash and hook it on (him/her). The two of you walk down the hall. It's still dark outside and the staff is still asleep. You break into a sprint to Tsukiyamas room. You dig through his pockets and drawers looking for car keys. You find a set and head to the garage. You open the door and bump into Terrence.

"Miss (y/n)? What are you doing up so early? Where are you going?" He asks

"So sorry. I thought I'd take (d/n) on a morning walk in the park before it got too busy. Gotta go!" You say as you push him out of the way. You look at the cars parked in the garage.

It's so big. This is more like a car warehouse.

You click the lock button using the keys and hear a beep. You find the correct car and get in. You start it and quickly pull out of the garage.

The automatic gates open and you pull out into the road. You speed down the street, and you take a back way to avoid traffic and lights. You dig in your pocket and realize you have left your phone at the house. You begin to cry, and (d/n) whines in the backseat.

"Pretty please don't do anything on the seats. This car costs more than my life probably." you say with a slight chuckle. You pull into a parking lot and shut off the car. You place your elbows on the steering wheel, and you rub your head as you sigh.

"What have I done? What have I gotten myself into?" you say aloud. As you sit a car pulls up next to you. The door of an old Volkswagen squeaks open and an old man steps out. He taps on the window and you roll it down. He speaks to you in Japanese.

"Miss are you okay? I noticed you as I was driving by." He says.

"I-Im alright." You say holding back tears.

"Are you sure? Can I get you anything?" He asks.

"No really I'm fine. Thank you though." You reply.

He nods with a look of concern on his face. He hesitates, but eventually gets back in his car and pulls away.

You shiver as the cold air cools the car. The sweatshirt is a sweatshirt of Tsukiyamas. You smell the collar and smile as the smell of him fills your head. You breathe out and watch the fog from your breath.

You hear another tap on your window.

I told him I was fine.

"Really sir I'm okay-"

Its Tsukiyama standing outside of your window this time.

"(y/n). Would you please unlock the door."

You hesitantly unlock the door. He opens it and slides in. Suddenly you feel guilty for running away. You see the melancholy look in his eyes as his turns toward you. Your stomach turns at his disheveled appearance.

"Tsukiyama I-"

"Please. Let me speak. From the first moment you bumped into me at the coffee shop I have loved you. I have tried my hardest to take care of you. To do what's best for you but...Mon Cheri i am struggling so badly. I want to give you everything I could possibly give but you still feel trapped. Please tell me what's wrong. Please help me understand."