PART 2
*Y/N's POV*
I hid in the trees eyeing a hog that was in front of me. I held up my makeshift spear I crafted last night. Just as I was about to throw the spear the hog ran off and Bellamy appeared in its place. I instantly rolled my eyes walking in the opposite direction. "We have plenty of food at camp." Bellamy spoke. "I wasn't planning on coming back anytime soon." I turned around facing Bellamy again. He looked hurt and taken back by this. He didn't say anything more he just stood there staring at me. He gave me the look. Oh no not the look, the look that made me weak in my knees. The look that made me want to fall in his arms. No I shook my head and continued walking. Bellamy followed keeping his distance. We walked around like that for about an hour until I finally thought I lost him. I just really needed to be away from him. All of a sudden I felt strong arms pull me by my shoulders into some shrubs. I instinctively pulled out my knife ready to fight who ever it was. I quickly recognized the smell of Bellamy and tensed up even more. He spun me around and looked at me in the eyes. "Y/N can you please just listen to me." He whispered weakly. I snatched my arms away. "Don't touch me" I spat. He let go of my arms nodding. "Can you at least listen to me?" He asked not looking me in the eyes. I didn't say or do anything but he continued anyway. "I'm sorry for everything. I just got caught up in my work and didn't realize how protective I was being. I just care about you so much and I love you. I don't ever want to see anything bad happen to you. I realized though I can't restrict you from having a life. I'm sorry again." He rambled. "Bellamy...I..I think..I just need a break from us right now." I managed to squeeze out. Tears brimmed his eyes but he understood. Without saying anything I walked away. "Just at least come back to camp for the night so I know your safe." His voice hoarse and weak as he spoke. I nodded my head and headed towards camp with Bellamy beside me. We didn't speak the whole way there nor did we hold hands or exchange glances. We always held hands it felt so weird not holding his. I didn't want this break but it's what I needed right now. We returned to camp receiving awkward stares from everyone.
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For the next few weeks I didn't talk to anyone. I spent most of my time in my tent or watching the butterflies at night. I even helped Clarke sometimes as she tended to the wounded. Bellamy and I didn't talk at all but he always made sure he knew where I was. He respected me though and kept his distance. We exchanged sad glances every once in a while.
I discovered a new talent of mine while on watch one morning. Singing. Ahh how I loved it. It made me feel free.
I left camp before the sun came up and went to my usual spot to watch the sunrise. I sung to the birds as they awakened from their slumber. They sung back matching my pitch perfectly. "You have a very beautiful voice. How come I've never heard you sing before?" A familiar voice spoke lowly. Bellamy. I think I can handle talking to him. I blushed embarrassed and Bellamy sat next to me making sure he wasn't too close. "So how have you been?" He spoke almost scared of how I might react to his sudden spark of conversation. "Fine. You?" I asked. "I've been better" he said. Your heart broke you missed him so much but how could you be so sure he missed you? "I miss you" I said tears welling up in my eyes as I finally looked him straight in the eyes. He looked shocked and instantly tears formed in his eyes too. "I miss you too" he choked. I took his hand in my as I scootched closer to him. I fidgeted with his fingers as I leaned my head on his shoulder and he leaned his on top of mine. "I love you" I said looking up at him. "I love you too baby" he said back. It felt so good to hear him say that. I was snapped out of my thoughts as Bellamy pushed a piece of hair behind my ear and stroked my cheek. He leaned down brushing his lips against mine. His warm breath gave me chills down my spine. I couldn't wait any longer so I pressed my lips against his hesitant. He kissed back pulling me closer. I felt him smile against my lips. "Oh how I missed this" he mumbled. And the rest is history folks.
Haha!! Hope you enjoyed sorry it was so long!!
