Im Sorry - John Murphy

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You looked over at Murphy he was fast asleep,snoring every few minutes. "Murph" you whispered shaking his arm slightly. He didn't move not once. "Good" you thought to yourself. You planned on going exploring with Octavia that night. You were ecstatic to leave camp at night without Murphy. He never let you leave camp at night without him. He was so over protective.

Once you were sure he wasn't going to wake up you left your shared tent to meet Octavia by the secret way out. Exiting the tent normally like nothing suspicious was going at all, saying hi to the few people that were left sitting by the fire. "Y/N! Over here!!" You heard someone whisper yell. You followed the  voice in the dark watching carefully were you stepped. Finally you saw a torch glistening in the dark. Octavia stepped into the light and gestured her hand towards the small hole in the wall covered by a scrap piece of metal. Octavia removed the piece of metal from the wall and put out a hand telling you to go through. You nodded and crawled through the small hole big enough to fit your fat ass. Octavia silently laughed at you as you grunted wiggling your way through. You turned your head towards her "shit I think I'm stuck." You said jokingly. "Y/n are you kidding me?" Octavia sighed. "Yeah" you said laughing. "Y/N don't scare me like that" she said crossing her arms trying to hide her smile. You stood up waving to her through the hole. "Come on" you whispered impatiently. Octavia quickly put out the torch not wanting to be seen leaving camp.

"So where are we going?" You ask Octavia. "To see the butterflies" she spoke as a huge grin came upon her face. You jumped in excitement. Your excitement quickly faded to fear when you saw a grounder looking for trouble. "Fuck, Murphy is going to know i was out now." you thought to yourself.  You didn't bring guns, you only had a small knife in your left pocket. You pulled it out hoping it would help you if you needed to use it. You watched as the grounder pulled out his sword and Octavia pulled out her knife. Thankfully it was bigger than yours. The grounder took a swing at your head, cutting your cheek as you ducked. Octavia stabbed his arm from behind. jumping on his back slitting his throat, making him fall to the ground. Octavia started running back to camp, following close behind you knew you were in big trouble with Murphy.

You walked over to your tent saying night to Octavia hoping Murphy was still asleep. You pulled the flap open to see Murphy sitting on your shared bed sharpening his knife. "Hey babe. When did you get up?" You asked trying to hide your cut on your cheek. "When I realized you were gone." He muttered. "Oh I was just sitting by the fire. I couldn't sleep." You lied. "Don't fucking lie to me y/n." He spat. You didn't reply, scared of what he would do next. "y/n look at me" he spoke at you turned around looking at the ground. "Where the hell were you" he asked. "I'm sorry" you said tears brimming your eyes, knowing he would be pissed. "I snuck out with Octavia. I just wanted to see the butterflies. But a grounder found us. I just wanted to have some fun."You mumbled, eyes glued to the ground. He stood up "what the hell? With Octavia? At night?" He spoke fast. You didn't speak. "I can't fucking believe you!He spoke slightly louder. "What the fuck were you thinking?" He asked. "I don't know. I'm sorry murph." You said grabbing his hand. "Don't fucking touch me" he spoke bitterly raising his arm. You ducked your head thinking he was going to hit you. Before he could say anything you ran out of the tent sobbing, grabbing a gun on your way out. You exited through the secret hole running to a near by cave you knew you would be safe at. Punching the hard rock surrounded you. "FUCK" you screamed, sobbing even more. The tears stung your cheek as they fell one by one. You sat against the rock, crying yourself to sleep.

You opened your eyes looking up at the sun peaking through the small holes along the cave. Rubbing your head in pain from crying yourself to sleep, you remembered the night you had last night. You looked back down to see Murphy sitting on the other side of the cave. He was awake looking at the ground, not noticing you had awoken. He had bags under his eyes and his hair was messed up, tears stained on his face. "Hey" you spoke softly capturing his attention. He looked up quickly with pain in his eyes. "Hey" he whispered back. "Baby I'm sorry" you spoke with a huge lump in your throat. Murphy shook his head. "No" he muttered. "You know I would never hit you right?" He said as a tear fell from his eye. "Baby please don't cry" you whispered, rushing to his side. You grabbed his hand rubbing your thumb on his. "Of course I know you would never hit me. I was just scared from the grounder that sliced my face." You said pointing to your cut. His furrowed his eyebrows, running his fingers against it. You pulled his fingers away putting your forehead to his. You kissed his tear stained cheeks. "I love you okay?" you whispered softly. "I love you too" muttered. "I'm sorry" you whispered. He kissed your lips smiling. "It's okay babe." He whispered back.

You both returned to camp hand in hand smiling. You will never let anything get in between you.
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AWWW!! That was cute. Sorry it was kind of long!!! It took be along time to write!! Remember to leave requests!!  Hope you enjoyed this imagine!!

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