Confidence?
What is confidence?
Please enlighten me.
Is confidence when you are able to walk around without having to worry if you look like shit
or you look fat
or annoying
or ugly
or selfish?
Is that what confidence is?
Or is it when you are able to talk to people without having this little voice in your head screaming at you,
"You're an idiot."
"Why are you even talking?"
"You would be better mute!"
"Just give up."
"No one likes you."
"You look like shit."
"You should stop eating."
"Fatass."
"Selfish cunt."
"Pig!"
Is that confidence? If so, please pass me some. I'd love to have a break from my reality for a second. Just a minute or two of silent peace before I'm tossed back by the scruff of my neck.
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Selfish
RandomPretty major trigger warning. If you are uncomfortable with depression and suicidal thoughts, please click away. Now that we have that done with, hi. Welcome to my public journal. Disclaimer: The attempts at poetry are pretty cringy, so beware lmao...
