Selfish

Weird ass dream?

I recently had a dream that felt like it had gone on forever. I was aware that it was a dream, but I didn't remember anything else. I didn't remember how to wake up, or any real memories. It felt like I had had a similar dream the night before when I woke up, but I remembered none of it. I was stuck in a loop of dreams and all I knew was that I had to try and wake up or it would go on forever. I ended up trying to kill myself. One time I flew into a building (I could fly for some reason), another I jumped off a building, so on and so forth. I just couldn't wake up. Each time I died I would be put into a different dream, but each with the similar city-ish surroundings. I remember the last time I died before I woke up, everyone was trying to go into this portal thing or we'd all die or something. I have three dogs, and I needed to go and find them so we'd all wake up. I remember passing so many animals that their owners didn't have time to grab. I ended up waking up right before I went into the portal or whatever that thing was. When I woke up, I was regretting that I would have to go to sleep tonight and possibly dream of that again. It was one of the weirdest dreams I think I've ever had. I wonder what it means.