Beer is fucking gross
Seriously why to people drink that shit.
Never again will I force myself to drink that shit.
And cigarettes?
Cigarettes are weird.
They burn. Not as in it's hot, but it feels kinda like it's coating your throat.
I literally picked out a cigarette from my parent's ashtray outside.
I slowly breathed in at first, but nothing was really happening so I tried harder. Needless to say, it scared me and I dropped the cigarette on the floor, but it wasn't lit. The smoke I got was more like the aftermath of lighting it. Tastes like cigarettes, but like those cigarettes that have been sitting in the ashtray for some unknown period of time, which they have.
What the fuck am I doing? Seriously.
heers to fucking up my life, eh?
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RandomPretty major trigger warning. If you are uncomfortable with depression and suicidal thoughts, please click away. Now that we have that done with, hi. Welcome to my public journal. Disclaimer: The attempts at poetry are pretty cringy, so beware lmao...
