What am I worth to you, my love?
For I feel the answer is nothing.
My insecurities scream out, telling me you'll find a better one
I can cry myself to sleep at night as long as it keeps you safe
I don't want to be awake
You told me you catch feelings fast
And that's understandable.
But it kills me to know
At any moment, I could be more than replaceable.
One day, you'll find someone better
And my fears keep growing nearer and nearer
The gondola crashes to the ground
My heart will stop again and bring me to a flatline
I choke
I spill my brain onto the pavement
And you leave me
YOU ARE READING
•existence
Espiritual//a series of life writings// some based on one person, some based on another, some on non existant people
