Trying to remain calm in an instance of panic, heartbreak and all that feels the same
The messages roll in slowly
Revealing a deeper, darker secret being hidden by an orange line
I never could have realized it by the time
But I know you could have prevented it
I know it
So why don't you fucking show it
Every bone in my body is mangled
And you've taken matters into your hands
And left my heartstrings all tangled
I hope you weren't lying when you told me how much I meant to you
I feel disposable
I feel like I can be thrown away
Please don't throw me away
YOU ARE READING
•existence
Espiritual//a series of life writings// some based on one person, some based on another, some on non existant people
