Lets replay the scene
And splice open every broken memory
Of nights,
Desolate and alone
The constant need to bicker and bitch
Over every mistake made purposely
This room is falling down
It wasn't durable enough to take everything I've thrown at it
Security never felt so wrong
And these walls can't hold for long
Maybe I'm just giving it a reason to crash and burn
//intermission occurence//
I lay here
My heart torn apart
By nothing
Except the sound of the car
This love was a two car collision
I stayed on the clear path
And you wanted to sway into a dangerous maze
Watching from my rear-view mirror
As you slammed into my bumper
Pulling the desolate automobile into a haze of I-95 travelers
Hospital rooms replay a scene
Of the bleeding amputee
None other than myself
Stuck in my room
Wondering how what ever went wrong
And how nothing was even worth it in the end
Limbs stuck in constant limbo
I beg for you
To pull the plug
And ease my suffering
You walk away
Leaving my life
And now all I can do is hope for better days
YOU ARE READING
•existence
Espiritual//a series of life writings// some based on one person, some based on another, some on non existant people
