Finding Finnick

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

I woke up to the sound of Finnick startled. "What? Was it a dream?" I ask. "Yea....wow...that was weird.." He says.

"Ok...well, It was just a dream."

"It wasn't just a dream, Lily...it was memory...that then turned into a dream." He tells me. "What was it.....?" I ask him. He sighs and looks at me then lays back in the bed. I just lay next to him. "I'm...sorry..." He says. "No...it's fine, really..." I say, although I don't know what he's sorry for.

"No...I mean...about...before..you're necklace...and everything. I get it now. I was a jerk to you, and I wish I wasn't....."

"Finnick....that's passed...it's ok.....i mean it...I forgive you." I say.

"Thanks..but I still regret that every day...the look on you're face that you gave me...that's when I knew...there was something wrong with what I did."

"I thought...you....loved Annie.......?"

"No....I try to to get you off my mind. I thought Annie would help me forget you less."

That shocks me.

"What do you mean......" I say

"The only reason why I flirt with Annie these days is cause I can't stop thinking about you...I thought, maybe talking to you would change."

"Finnick........" I quietly say. Then, all of the sudden, he kisses me.

Like actually....kisses me.

I've never kissed anyone before..........and I never knew it could feel like this. The way our lips sway back and forth..

"I had to do that at least once...." Finnick whispers as we pull apart. "Lillian Trescott.... I think I'm in love with you..this could be my last night...I'm glad to spend it with you. And that poem, I wrote ..was to you."

"Since this is our last night, I have to say, Finnick, I think tonight we should just have it to ourselves. I really like you....more than I originally planned honestly. What can I say..these days it's hard to resist those beautiful sea green eyes of yours.." I get lost in his eyes once again I guess.

"You know, we only have this... We could never see eachother again tomorrow...." I whisper to him. He kisses me again, and I kiss him.

"Finnick Odair..." I whisper.. "There was something about that name that..I just...love.."

"Lillian Trescott...there is just something I love about that name of yours.." Finnick mimics me.

We both smile at eachother and go into a deep kiss. I can start to feel him topple on me, kissing me all over. It turns into a make out session, his hands all over me my hands all over him. I love him and he loves me. I guess I didn't truly find out about it until now. I always "hated" him...but honestly, all I could think about is how I miss him every day. And all he could think about was me and how he regrets hurting me that day..

"Lillian..... Such a beautiful name" Finnick whispers in my ear. "Odair....." I whisper back. And we soon enough fall into a nice deep sleep wrapped around eachothers arms.