The Unwanted Gifts

Chapter Twelve

                  Chapter Twelve
                        Ava's POV

          ~Gets out of the car and
                runs to my room~

"Finally!, I can't take it anymore!"
I thought as I locked my bedroom door.

I grabbed my (Fake) book out of my bag.

(A/N- Her fake book is like the bag in Mary Poppins it can hold ALOT)

"(Kii) Pahi."  I wispered as I reached my hand in the (fake) book.

"Aloha, my friend."  I thought as I looked at the knife in my hand.

                      ~Cutting~

I starting cutting all the things I did "wrong" this week and watching it disappear.

      🔪Taking Kya’s memories🔪

                     ~Disappears~

          🔪Lying to everyone🔪

                     ~Disappears~

           🔪Putting on an act🔪

                     ~Disappears~

   🔪"Losing" Mother's spell book🔪

                     ~Disappears~

                🔪Hating myself🔪

                     ~Disappears~

     🔪Everything I've ever done🔪

                     ~Disappears~

                  🔪Being Born🔪 
I cut (very deep) as blood dripped on the floor.

                     ~Disappears~

I put the knife back in the (fake) book, and put it back on the shelf.

"How long will they keep lying to me, they think I'm clueless, I know all about "dad", his gambling, his drinking, his cheating, his fear of us, of magic, of me."

       ~Tear falls down me cheek~

"It's only a matter of time till he finds out I still have my magic."

"And starts being scared of me again."

       ~Full on crying at this point~

           ~Knock, Knock, Knock,~

          ~Removes tears and red
            eyes away with magic~

"Come in." I said "cheerful" like always, and unlocked the door."

L-"Hey sis, what are doing?"

"Just unpacking (lies)"

L-"Ok, come on, Dad's taking us out to lunch."

"Ok, I'll be there in a bit."

L-"Ok." Lexi said as she walked out of my room.
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