Habibi ;3

Distracted

Hope you guys enjoy this. I really was tired today because I was fasting and it was just a flashback of Ramadan. I MISS RAMADAN SO MUCH😭

BUT YEAH IM...(oops caps lock) ..I'm fasting for about another week and yeah.

Its because when I was in medina after staying in Mecca for agess with family I had some...PROBLEMS so I couldn't fast for the rest of the week this year.

I'm also trying the three day diet after that. excited:)

I'm so fat man. I have peri peri chicken (burger and chips) and also have a freaking box OF KRISPY KREMES.

KILL ME NOW I'VE GONE TO HEAVEN.

But yeah I've just broken my fast and my dads like no eating in the car !

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It's been a week since I went back to my high school years and since I was told I'm getting married.

It's been a week since I've been getting my old feelings again.

It's been a week since I stopped talking to my parents properly.

It's been a week since I stopped acting normal but more my old, younger self.

"Aliyah! Hurry up! You're going to be late." My mum shouted at me. I rolled my eyes. I wasn't going to be late for college. I was right on time.

Tomorrow was my birthday. I was finally going to be 18! I was really excited.

I got to the bottom of the stairs and grabbed my bag. I headed for the door.

"Wait! Aren't you going to eat breakfast?"My mum asked looking concerned.

"No." I replied shortly before closing the door harder than usual. I didn't slam it because I know that was just going to hurt her feeling more.

As I walked to the bus stop I asked Allah for forgiveness if what I did was wrong. It's not really my fault, I was just hurt and angry and still astonished over the rash decision they made.

Anyone would of acted the same right?

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"Aliyah!"

Eurgh for the love of god what?!

I slowly took my earphones out and looked up to see Haid....Mr Malik glaring at me for the umpteenth time.

"Yes?" I said controlling my voice as much as I could.

"This is the last time I'm going to say it. Take your headphones out and actually try participating in class." He snapped.

I breathed and nodded angrily Before I would of just walked out but it was college. I couldn't do that. I would be kicked off the course in two seconds.

But what was the point? I probably wouldn't finish college as a single women...married.

I heard a loud bang behind me.

"Stay awake or get out!"

It was Tim Garrix. The dude that listened to dubstep nonstop and never paid attention to anything. How he got good grades was beyond me.

He must of fallen asleep. He jumped awake when he heard the bang and looked around him in shock before realising what had happened. Then, a neutral look crossed his face.

I was the first person out of there when the bell went for class change. Mr.Malik called me behind as I left the door but I kept on walking. However as I stepped out in the corridor he shouted my name louder.