INTRODUCTIONI sighed.4th year na ko at malapit ng grumaduate, pero everything in my life ay parang walang kwenta.
Ako nga pala si Bella Samantha Ayala. Pano ko nga ba idedescribe ang sarili ko? Sabi nila I'm stunningly beautiful, sexy daw kahet bata pa, matalino and a good fighter. I know I have the tendency to make everyone turn their heads.
I know how to fight dahil tinuruan nila ko nung bata pa lang ako. Master ko na ang lahat ng martial arts, sports and I know how to play different kinds of instrument..
Our family is the richest in Asia. My life seems so perfect, but like everyone I'm not. Everything is more like a facade. I have nightmares in my life that came from my past. My life is a big nightmare. I guess it made me what I am today.
I don't want to socialize with people, pero meron naman akong tatlong close na classmate sina Jade, Lizzie at Raquel and because of them, it doesn't make me feel alone a bit. I can deceive myself that I'm not alone when I surround myself with few people.
Saka may family naman ako na kasama at yun ay ang mga pinsan ko, kasama ko sila sa bahay. My parents were dead kaya sila ang kasama ko.
Ang mga pinsan ko lang ang nag-alaga saken since that incident happened..
"Hoy babae! emo-emohan na naman drama mo dyan!" Pagtingin ko si Raquel pala. The Miss goody two shoes.
"Oo nga! Shopping naman tayo. Dali na at bibili ako ng bagong dress." It's Lizzie. The fashionista and the bitch. Halos araw-araw nasa mall sya para magshopping. Pag may latest trend, asahan nang suot or meron sya non.
"Alam nyo namng hindi ako mahilig dyan, di ba? Kayo na lang ." Walang gana kong sagot. You could say I'm their total opposite.
"Naku! Napaka-KJ mo talaga. Sumama ka na kasi, malay mo makita mo sa mall ang iyong KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR. Tara magBoy hunting tayo!" It's Jade. The adventurous one. Kahit ano susubukan nya lalo't alam nyang makakapagbigay ito sa kanya ng thrill.
"Stop it. Can you stop talking like that? You know I'm not into those sort of things?". I said to her monotonously.
"Opps, sorry!" Ngumiti lamang sya. There's still a limit when it comes to our friendship, if you can call it that.
I know that they know what they are to me.They're more like acquaintances than friends, well atleast for me. It was how I was taught, how I was raised. You can't have friends. Everyone is your enemy. But you can have allies.
"Wag ka na nga magdrama. Next time sasama na ko sa inyo." We all know that it's a lie. I don't do things like what they usually do.
I think they knew it too that's why they just nod their heads.
I always wore a mask. Well, not literally a mask. I made sure noone can see me and make me vulnerable.Every move is calculated. When I was a mere child, I was controlled. The way I spoke, the way I act, how I dressed, where I should go.
Maagang tumanda ang isip ko. Di ko naranasan kung paano maging bata at paano ienjoy ito. I was forced to do it all. I was like a dog trained by it's owner. Maybe I know from the start that I don't own my life.
Maybe because of that, when I grow up I became untameable. My mind finally registered that noone should control me, I should be the one controlling them.
They tried to stop me, but it's too late. They didn't saw it coming. The dog they controlled became the beast they don't want me to be.
I was a force to be reckoned. I am a monster watching them and just waiting to be awaken. I can and I will destroy them.
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
This is it pancit! Medyo naiba po ang chapter na para sa mga nakabasa po ng original na chapter nito. Edited version na to. I hope you can recommend this story to your friends. Thank you😘.
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